silkyfantasies 54 / T
"becoming a woman"
Indianapolis, Indiana, United States
 
Gold Member
Last Visit: Yesterday
Member Since: June 15, 2009

To view all of
silkyfantasies's photos
Sign up now!
Still not a member of Adult FriendFinder?
Sign up for FREE now, so you can view silkyfantasies's photos, and thousands more!
  • 86,094 Members Online NOW!*
  • 132,595 New photos this week!
  • 53,660,750 Active Members!*
Friends Network
sissycavan
Online NOW!
Virginia, United States
jill1966
Ontario, Canada
sherrygurl69
Utah, United States
katytranny
Texas, United States
oregontgirl
Oregon, United States
jian77us
Kentucky, United States
JoceeTG
Massachusetts, United States
sexytsnsac
California, United States
dedt11
Charlotte, United States
 
Status
silkyfantasies 54/T
Indianapolis, Indiana
Back online after being gone for several months. Please send me a message so we can chat. :)
Introduction
Hi, I'm Lana. Some years ago an ex-gf wanted to have a "lipstick lesbian" affair with me. One winter she asked me to put on one of her bras, a pair of her pantyhose, one of her tight tops and short skirts. After laughing about it as we modeled for each other, she got more sensuously serious and asked me to shave my body hair, including my legs and pubic hair. She dressed me again, but this time it was different. Silky pantyhose on smooth shaved legs was heavenly and her clothes felt natural on me. She applied make-up to my face and transformed me into a woman. Seeing a woman in the mirror made me tremble with a kind of emotional pleasure I had never known. It was almost as if I really was a woman, but had been born in the wrong body, and now my feminine self was being exposed for the first time. I could actually "pass" as a female. She made love to her "woman" (me) slowly, teaching me and showing me what it feels like to be made love to as a woman, to be penetrated as a woman, to give in to my inner femininity and enjoy being a sensual woman.

It fulfilled her fantasy to have a "lipstick lesbian" affair and I never knew how deeply arousing that could be for her AND for me. She helped me find some breast forms, a wig, and some heels to wear to really pass as a feminine woman.

My ex-gf didn't know it, but she was a catalyst who triggered my feminine desires deep inside me to act and feel as a woman, to simply be a woman. This was not entirely new. When I was in kindergarten, my older sister dressed me up as pretty little girl in a dress and put make-up on me. It felt so wonderful, and, as time passed, I wondered why I wasn't a girl physically. Looking back, I realize that I was supposed to be a girl. After adolescence, these feminine feelings grew dormant, but began to resurface much stronger years later.

When I am Lana, I feel transformed. My mannerisms change. I walk (walking in heels is natural), sit, move and feel totally different. I now crave the feminine feelings. My female self is taking over and I WANT and need to feel extremely feminine, sensual, sensitive AND vulnerable, to look AND feel like and BE a girl! Being Lana has opened me up to a deeper sensual awareness.

Each day I am becoming and feeling more like the woman I was meant to be, to experience life as a woman physically, emotionally and sensually. My ex-gf taught me that I must love myself as a woman to know what it means to experience a woman's emotions and sensuality, and I learned this is a prerequisite for intimacy with others. She demonstrated this to me with great sensual abandon as she made passionate love to the girl in the mirror. She made me want to be her AND the girl in the mirror! She didn't force anything, but rather gently taught me how to experience emotional and sensual femininity "as a woman" feels them, to feel an emotional and sensual connection to the inner woman inside of me.

***WARNING: Any institutions or individuals using this site or any of its associated sites for studies or projects - You DO NOT have permission to use any of my profile or pictures in any form or forum both current and future. If you have or do, it will be considered a violation of our privacy and will be subject to legal ramifications. It is recommended that other members post a similar notice to this or you may copy and paste this one.

My Ideal Person Looking for anyone who will accept and appreciate me; anyone who will help me continue to express my femininity; an understanding woman (if not genetic, a woman who is full-time on hormones) who wants to share her femininity with me and help me explore my femininity even further; a handsome straight gentlemen who understands my emotional and sensual needs and will treat me like a woman completely.

I'm a delicate and sensitive girl who loves to be the weaker partner, but I'm not interested in being a slave, and, since I'm already feminine, I don't need "forced feminization," but if you will treat me like a feminine lady, and you're interested in an emotional and sensual connection (not just sex), then please contact me.

I would love to transition fully to become a woman (as physically and emotionally as it is possible), but, despite being single, I am not able to be a woman 24/7 at this time. In the meantime, I'm feeling the need to make up for lost time all these years.

I welcome contact from anyone who is kind, sensitive and romantic.

Please have a face pic as your main profile pic (I want to see your eyes and smile). I'm not interested in seeing anyone's genitals. I'm looking for people who are tasteful, enjoy dressing up, exercise and take care of their bodies, Absolutely no smoking and no drugs. I'd love to meet women and full-time TG/TS who are feminine, elegant and classy (and like to wear skirts, dresses, hosiery and heels), and single straight men over 6' tall who are gentlemen, romantic, and clean shaven all over are attractive to me.

My inbox is overflowing with too many messages from people with no pics and obviously haven't read my profile. If you do not have a face pic as your main profile pic and some accompanying tasteful pics on your profile (or your main profile pic is of your genitals), you will get no response. Also, if you are far right politically, we will probably not have enough things in common.

If you've read this far, you are a VERY patient person and deserve a huge thank you, and...

Hugs and kisses,

Lana

What types of sexual activities turn you on?:
Giving Oral Sex, Receiving Oral Sex, Anal Sex, Toys (Vibrators/Dildos/etc.), Role Playing, Cross Dressing, Mutual Masturbation, Massage

View more of silkyfantasies's responses

Information
  • 54 / TS/TV/TG (Transgender)
  • Indianapolis, Indiana, United States
Sexual Orientation:
Prefer not to say
Looking For:  Men, Women, Couples (man and woman), Couples (2 women) or TS/TV/TG
Birthdate: October 14, 1959
Relocate?: No
Marital Status: Single
Height: 5 ft 11 in / 180-182 cm
Body Type: Slim/Petite
Smoking: I'm a non-smoker
Drinking: I don't drink at all
Drugs: I don't use drugs
Education: Master's degree
Race: Caucasian
Religion: Christian
Have Children: No
Want Children: No
Male Endowment: Prefer not to say/Prefer not to say
Circumcised: Yes
Bra Size: 38 / 85 C
Speaks: English
Hair Color: Brown
Hair Length: Wear Wig
Eye Color: Green
My Trophy Case: