Regular bro wanting to find out or discover the bro-bro side of things and see what's up. A little bro type might show me the ropes, in a big bro/cockier lil bro or sub/dom jock type secret fwb arrangement. Still new to the bi-str8 curious side of this as a casual encounter or hook up and figuring out if this fits me. I did found that I like dick, the smell and taste of a man's crotch n balls after a workout or a day's work, and even musky smelling armpits. This after & during a younger, straight married dominant bodybuilder acquaintance overpowered me & forced me into sucking and servicing his dick repeatedly, for hours at a time under threat, making me gag on it and verbally demanding that I tell him how much I need it, and have to have HIS dick, in humiliation telling me how I need to suck his big white thick dick that's superior to my tiny inferior one. This lasted over a 1.5 year period behind closed doors, after which I was kind of hooked on having his dick slapped on my face, put in my mouth and unloading down my throat.

理想の相手： Although the section above may seem as though I'm hooked on dick, I really crave to know more about more bonding with another dude this way, and how to go about a more casual and natural encounter rather than such a forced one where I had no choice but to endure it until it was simply easier to take.

I think Ideally I'd like to find a few regular mates, or a fwb, where that might occur secretly and more naturally. I'm unsure but likely would like to get into some kink and roleplay with a bro who also might be just figuring this out but also may feel the need to find someone part time who is also somewhat aggressive but as a role play planned play bud rather than the long term experience that was unplanned in my past and not desiring to replicate that.