As I found myself I lost every one around me but must be OK with that to be good with me. . I come with one thought hard in its intent Real in the emotion to manifest all i hold deep and comes with acceptance of all of me and now lead by my passions,I seek only those who are real with themselves and project nothing to reflect the inability to love themselves and not ready to let go in ways to let this moment live through us. We tend to put so much misconception on to all we experience then the moment is developed as we think it will be and never becomes the miracle that is there and very real in the way its available always all ways I AM REALLY HOPING FOR SOMEONE TO C THIS IS BEAUTIFUL I WAS EMPTY AND NOW I HAVE THE HONOR TO MANIFEST BY THE COMPASSION FOR ALL I FIND PASSIONATE . SELF INFLICTED LONER NOW SEEK THE COMPANY OF ANOTHER(S) BUT NOW IT IS PAINFUL IN ITS RESISTANCE THAT MEETS ME IN ATTEMPT. I HAVE NO OPTION IF I APPEAR WRONG DELUSIONAL OR FULL OF EGO OR BULLSHIT. I SAY IT AS I DO WHICH NEVER WAIVERS NEVER ILL IN INTENT AND STAND TALL IN THIS WAY I NEED TO LIVE ANY OTHER VARIATION IS A DEAL BREAKER BUT GIVEN A REAL SHOT AT LET WHAT WE SHARE SPEAK WALK IN SOMETHING THAT COMES BY VULNERABILITY THAT IS WHEN U LAUGH AT YOURSELF AND JOIN OTHERS IN THAT KNOWING MUST BE OUT YOUR GOD DAM MIND BUT I B THE RIGHTEZT CAT IN THE ROOM SCITZOPHRENIA HAS BRILLIANCE AND NORMAL HAS DISABILITY AND MENTALLY INCAPACITATING ANY CHANCE AT THIS FREEDOM I FEEL I AM HERE I AM ALONE I OWN MY WORLD I * I OFFER YOU TO LET GO DROP ALL SOCIETY IN ALL ITS NEED FOR YOUR FEAR TO GIVE YOUR FREEWILL AND YOUR SOUL. I PROMISE NOTHING AND IT IS DEEP AND ITS FUCKING EMPTY SOME WOULD SAY IT WAS AT A MOMENT IT WAS HELL I SAY IT IS HELL AND IT LIVES INSIDE ALL AND LIMITATIONS *FALSE BELIEFS*A LIFE NEVER LIVED*DUALITY*5 SENSES BUT NO MORE * THAT IS HELL BUT WALK BOLD INTO HELL FACE YOUR INNER ADVERSARY THAT HAS BEEN CONTROLLING U OUTSIDE. THEN WE FIND THE PLACE WE THINK ONLY THE DEAD AND RITCHEOUS GO. IF YOU HAVE LIVED WITH NO PAIN THEN YOU LIVE IN LIGHT THAT DESTROYS CONCEALS THE TRUTH IN ALL THE LIES ONE CAN DECAY FROM SO FUCK IT TAKE MY HAND I GOT THIS FOR US AND YOUR UNDERWORLD OF DEPRAVED NEEDS AND TABBOO THOUGHTS AWAIT US BOTH TO ACCEPT EXPERIENCE AND ENJOY BECAUSE IF AMOTHER IS THERE IT IZ BY CHOICE NEVER FORCED BUT IT MAY BE OFFERED TO PLEASE FORCE ME TO DO THE THINGS I DO NOT +*" DO WANT. THAT BREAKS THE DISEASE I WIIL MOST DEFINITELY GET DOWN IN YOUR THICKNESS WITH MY NEEED TO FEED MY OWN SICKNEZZ LET THE DEBAUCHERY BRING US THE CHAOS TO RELEASE US-- ITS ALL GOOD ALWAYS ALL WAYS 2 B ME AS NOTHINGFACE I M TROUBLESOME!!e the whole scenario of having creative intense passionate ENCounTerz ..SENSUAL WITH OTHERSB4 MENTIONED gives way for tempo changing polarity shattering but maintaining the reality when the moment is met with emotion, AT THIS MOMENT OPEN AVAILABLE FOR ALL PROBABILITIES THAT PRESENT THEMSELVES LOVE A BIG ROUND BUTT CURVES AND EATING LICKING LAPPING SUCKING AND KISSING WITH LIPZ SMACKING ON A DELICIOUS HOLE SPREAD UPON MY FACE with all do respect lol I at this moment like to find others that enjoy a party conducive atmosphere where privacy safety items for sexual spontaneity ie; toys porn open mind dress poppprz,music,ideas..I HAVE ALWAYS FOUND TO HAVE THE ABILITY TO ATTRACT WOMEN WITH EASE,,I NOW COME BETTER PREPARED TO GIVE YOU GREAT THINGS BUT CANNOT SEEM TO CONNECT ON THE LEVEL NEEDED TO SEE THIS MANIFEST SO I WALK ALONE AND A LITTLE AWKWARD. ONE NE THING I END THIS PROFILE WITH AND SHOULD INSTILL THE WEIRDO FACT I WILL TOUCH MYSELF AND I DO BUT I WILL NOT ALLOW MYSELF TO FINISH AND THE SENS8ON I FEEL WHEN SOMENE TOUCHES ME MY BODY SHAKES UNCONTROLABLY ----IT FEELS FUCKING AMAzINg I KNOW IT MAY CAUSE DISMAY 4 SOME THAT THINK FREAK OR FOR YOU WHO READS AND FEELS WHAT WHERE I WILL BE CUMMING FROM YEA LASTS CONTROLLED HEAVY (ODDLEY)WILL LEAVE A BRUISE IF I SLAP U WITH IT AND WHEN I GO IT IS FOR A GOOD 5-10 MINUTES.

Mi persona ideal: She is Beautiful and knows it. She doesnt follow societies view of Beauty..Smart ,off the wall,honest and passionate..She is sexual by nature,it oozes out of her,,Using it to seduce Woman and men..She is very optimistic with no thought of what it means 2 b pessimistic she is realistic about herself and the moment that comes upon her she allows for u to be open and accepts you for u she embraces the pleasure u give with a nurturing ability only few have but I need as I feed and get my everything by her feeling good perfect fucking amazing maybe even when she cums and loses momentary consciousness but sees me and eyes rolled back body shaking a little wink and a smile that showz the complete essence that completes me..
4 FRIENDS LOVERS FWB PARTY GIRL GURL COUPLE OR TABOO OTHERS METAL FUNNY SILLY FREE NO EGO STYLE OF HER OWN LOVES NICE THINGS BUT IS NOT OF MATERIAL.IN HER PERCEPTION