I will tell you what I really want what I miss and that is foreplay.starting out kissing and exploring each others bodies kissing my way down my partner's body slow and sensual oral gratification bringing them to the peak and backing off until they can't stand it any longer then finally bringing them to climax and keep going until they literally push my head away that is what I miss. Highly Oral love pleasure no pain love to please. I will leave you quivering with ecstacy I would like to bottom for the right penis as I am still an anal virgin and don't want someone too big just someone to start out slow and gentle and build up to a solid pounding.