Love turned to violence  

zoomzoomsluvtoy 51F
20 posts
7/25/2005 10:34 am

Last Read:
3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Love turned to violence


Bleeding wrists...
Flying Fists..
Another hopeless Life...
Take away the pain and heart ache...
End it with this knife...

Cut past the skin, muscle and threw the vein..
Make it all disappear...
Along with all this pain..
Take another shot of whiskey...
Take another pill...
Tell me that I'll be alright...
That I'm just pretending to be Ill.

Throw me away...
Beat me till I bleed...
Watch the blood run down my face..
As this smile on my face does feed..
The more pain you cause me...

The more twisted I become...
The more pills you force down my throat...
The more that I become numb...
Hold me till my dying breath...
I feel it coming to the end...
Will you love me till I die...
Here it comes again!!

Another sharp pain..
Something I enjoy...
You treat me like I’m worthless...
I’m nothing but your toy...

So play with me..
Break me...
Then throw me away..
I cant take this life anymore..
I'll breathe another day...

rm_eberly930 49M/51F

7/25/2005 3:20 pm

Not to overstate the obvious, but your writings seem so full of pain. I hope this is just your way of getting it out instead of acting it out. Your words make me hurt for you. I hope you find yourself as you write.

C & A


rm_WizardTim12 50M
44 posts
7/25/2005 5:22 pm

I'm sorry you've had something obviously very painful happen for you. Like the previous person, I hope that expressing the hurt and pain helps, at least in some small way. I wish there was something we could do to help. Hang in there.


zoomzoomsluvtoy 51F

7/25/2005 7:39 pm

Thanks for the well wishes. I made the mistake of letting someone in to my heart. That is a pain that I will never have again.

I write to keep my sanity. My words keep me from the alternative.

One day, hopefully soon, I will be healed.


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