You Wanna Play Rough... Okay!  

zanzibarus 38M
419 posts
12/7/2005 10:15 pm

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You Wanna Play Rough... Okay!

I'm not gonna be at this site anymore. Well not as much as i used to be anyway. Its a shame because there is this girl that works here that, i dunno, makes me feel like a giggly teenager everytime i see her. I wish i could jump her, but unfortunately, professionalism gets in the way. Fuck having ethics.

I want to do to her exactly what i said in my last post. Wont happen. I think i drift into fantasy far too often and get disappointed when the cold hard metal beam of reality slams into my head. I like fantasy land so much better. I suppose thats why its called fantasy.

I have band practice this weekend. It may release me from this kung fu grip of desperation.

Starting Muay Thai soon also and will be hitting the gym pretty hard in the coming weeks to release some of the tension.

Alas, i feel the only way to relieve this tension is for me to be tied up and used like a pathetic sex toy. That would definitely relieve my tension...

Music: Nirvana - Something In The Way

rm_FreeLove999 46F
16127 posts
12/7/2005 11:05 pm

I only just found you. DON'T GO! It took me more than a year on this site to have fantasy meet reality, but it did happen ...!!

[blog freelove999]

rm_saintlianna 45F
15466 posts
12/7/2005 11:16 pm

sigh, hey I offered.

frangipanigal 44F
10406 posts
12/8/2005 3:26 am

1st thing - you could never be pathetic

2nd thing - think clarification is meant leaving your current work site not AdultFriendFinder right?

3rd thing - Dont ever loose the ethics! Yes the ruin our fun sometimes but they make as who we are and you are a very special person so dont change.

4th thing - There are Christmas drinks on this Saturday night in the city. A few close AdultFriendFinder you have band practice??

Frangi xx

zanzibarus 38M

12/8/2005 3:54 am

Free - dear im not leaving this site, the site where i currently work. cant get rid of me that easy heh

saint - yeah i know, but where you are and where i am are quite a distance away

zanzibarus 38M

12/8/2005 4:00 am

frangi darling, in response...

1 - i can be pathetic. i am a male after all.

2 - yes just the work site, not AdultFriendFinder altogether, not yet anyway

3 - problem is i cant lose my ethics, they are ingrained in me. i think its unfortunate to some extent.

4 - yeah i have band practice, its not something i generally miss. its the only thing left in this world that i still love

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