Weekend Torture  

zanzibarus 38M
419 posts
11/13/2005 3:16 am

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Weekend Torture

I was so bored this weekend. There was nothing to do. I spent most of my time cooped up in the house because i couldnt figure out what i wanted to do. Normally i would go on a really long drive. Just to not think about anything and just drive away and go where i want to go. But fuel being the price that it is, its not really feasible for me to go do anything like that. So i sat at home, bored out of my mind.

When i'm bored i think too uch. Which invariably leads to thoughts of sex. Which ends up in masturbation. I always am self conscious when i do. When a guy masturbates its not really as sexy as when a woman does. Its more mechanical and for lack of a better term, rigid. I dont think i am like that. But hell, i'm still self conscious about it. I would rather share what i want with someone, rather than with the hand. It bores me most of the time. But if i dont do something about my state, i just cant relax. So i suppose its my therapy to help me relax. Which is messed up in its own way.

I used to have a lot of phonesex with a girl i once knew. I actually quite enjoyed that. Its just the voices, the noise. It frees me to be noisy, because i can at least share my pleasure with someone.

Its all coming out of the woodwork tonight...

I have 200 points to send an email to somebody. Any takers?

PS - Thanks for the responses to the survey in the last post as well to whoever responded. There are new blogs to look at from people i didnt even know read this little blog. Thats a great thing. You women fascinate me. I like being captivated.


Music: The Mars Volta - Televators

rm_saintlianna 45F
15466 posts
11/13/2005 9:08 am

Sorry, I have tenitis and I am still not Italian, cant hear you.

konkali 40F

11/13/2005 12:09 pm

damn the italians (sorry Bella) they've got all the boys seduced (are you italian by chance? italian guys are hot!)
not after your points, just enjoyin the idle ramblings of the occasionally bored.

frangipanigal 45F
10406 posts
11/13/2005 6:31 pm

Funny that you should mention the phone sex...I was never interested in it, thought of it as a waste of time. But I have one friend who has the most amazing sexy voice and I like it when we have our late night chats...

Frangi x

zanzibarus 38M

11/13/2005 10:39 pm

Lianna - hehe surely your tenitis cant be that bad. You don't have to be Italian! Dammit. Everything got twisted around! Italians just have a weird effect psychosexual effect on me...

konkali - Nah i'm not Italian dear. I'm from Spain. Barcelona. Italian do seduce me though. Psychosexual dear. There's nothing i can do about it.

Frangi - Well now you just have me thoroughly intrigued! More so because your a local call! hehe. Kidding. I enjoy it though. It's not physical, but it is, in a way. I'm not making sense

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