Rage = Hormone Overload  

zanzibarus 38M
419 posts
10/6/2005 5:26 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Rage = Hormone Overload

This afternoon I went for a joyride on my motorbike. It was fun and I haven't done it in a while. I will be doing it again this weekend. I will go up the coast just for the fun of it.

That's not my point though, as I was riding, some braindead numbskull in a massive Nissan Patrol, swerved right in front of me. After some deft handlebar work to get out of the predicament I was going to be in had I not bothered to react, they tooted their horn in some sort of angry gesture and gave me the finger out the window. Normally, I wouldn't bat an eyelid at this, because being on a motorcycle you tend to get a good view of the morons that are allowed onto Sydney streets. But, seeing as this person could have cost me my life, I took exception to their stupidity. I sped up to get close enough behind them so as I didn't lose them. Then at the next red traffic lights, I rode up next to their car. Their windows went up immediately. My bike is loud, so I just sat there at the lights revving the motor and looking at them. I have never seen a man look so frightened in his life. I am not bikie, but this guy thought I must have been packing a double barrel. I know what I did probably wasn't right. But seeing my life flash before me while some idiot thought they would get off scot free really fucked me around. I think I was entitled to be a little pissed.

Anyway, after that, I got a little rush. Sort of a bizarre high, knowing that some man, who thought he was awesome in his 4WD, got scared of me. I put fear into a grown mans heart. Maybe its because he thought I wouldn't retaliate. I don't know. Its nothing to gloat about, I just thought it was interesting. I'm not a very confrontational guy. I prefer to take things easy. But I have never really been put in a position to actually be in fear of my life. I've skydived, I've bungee jumped, I've gone downhill mountain biking near jagged cliff edges. I've never actually felt like I was going to die.

The worst thing is, it made me kind of aroused.

A woman would have been lovely after that.

Is that a fucked up thing to say?

rm_saintlianna 45F
15466 posts
10/6/2005 5:52 pm

Sounds like someone got their first taste of bloodlust, felt good didn't it. Hell, its even turning me on.

zanzibarus 38M

10/6/2005 9:48 pm

lianna - well, i am still trying to get over the arousal from it hehe. I may have to get angry more often

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