zanzibarus 38M
419 posts
9/22/2005 5:17 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm


Today i text messaged that girl. She sent something back, we are to meet this weekend for a rendezvous. I am looking forward to it, however with some apprehension. I will meet her anyway. Apprehension never suited me. You dont go skydiving if you are apprehensive, so i figure i will treat this just like a jump, and jump.

Hopefully the whole process wont be too daunting. She said she didnt want to a relationship, whether i am too stupid to believe that or whether its the truth is still baffling me. If its just sex she wants, then thats something i can do. Thats all i want, for a while anyway. I cant see myself in a relationship. She was older than me, about 10 years older, and i believe older women know what they want. At least i hope they do, for my sake.

Its should be an interesting weekend nonetheless

rm_saintlianna 45F
15466 posts
9/22/2005 3:50 pm

good luck, my first one didnt but thats to be expected, so dont give up if it doesn't work.

zanzibarus 38M

9/22/2005 8:19 pm

lianna: thanks! i wont give up. giving up isnt in my nature

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