All Aboard..........  

your_fave_MRE 43F
142 posts
11/28/2005 11:37 pm

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6/29/2006 11:46 pm

All Aboard..........

Ever feel like you are on a fast moving train but yet you are moving in slow motion?

I see where this train is going but yet there is no way to stop it.

I see my father dying....hes my hero!
I see my mother dying....shes my world!
I see my siblings....scattered like dropped marbles...no direction!

I see me......ALONE

the people I thought would always be around are no where to be found.

I'm Alone and Its scary!

A journey I must take.....that journey is the dark tunnel the train is in and I cant see once in there.

I dont know how I turn out.

Its a crazy thing but its what I see and feel is my destiny right now. I dont look forward to it.


kateual 56M/56F
1 post
11/29/2005 7:54 am

It only feels as if the world is large and yo are lost with no one to hold your hand so you have a hand to squeeze when you`re frightened, but really this thing we call earth is far smaller than we truly realize......... and when something is not as it seems to our mind the only thing that one can do is...........extend a hand to mankind and you would be surprized to find there is someone waiting for an extending hand themselves ! So don`t fear............. reach for the hand IT WILL BE THERE !


TakesTeatsStood 50M
505 posts
11/29/2005 9:16 pm

I read some of your other posts sweetie - you have your kiddos - you are far fom alone - love them and hold them close and all will be fine


dasher121 36M

11/30/2005 8:33 am

postingnick said it best. embrace those who are still around, find comfort in them. and let them find it in you.


methodman1000 40M
1775 posts
11/30/2005 9:25 am

am with the guys fave......


MillsShipsGayly 51M

12/1/2005 5:50 am

It is so importantto be part of a community in some way - not just the blogland community.

Sunds like you have good kids also


TTigerAtty 62M

12/6/2005 9:15 pm

I agree with previous comments. Embrace those who remain with you even more so. Each day is a blessing. We never know if it will be our last or the last for a loved one. My daughter lost her mother (my ex) to liver cancer this past May. That was tough. I had always assumed her mom would be with her for a long, long time. Now, we just have to move on together. She's away at college, but I call and talk with her every evening. My thoughts and prayers are with you.


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