My heart is bleeding...  

youngbuck2035 30M
13 posts
3/1/2006 7:16 pm

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3/11/2006 4:44 pm

My heart is bleeding...

Can you see? maybe for you.

To bad they don't have enlightened under "Choose a Mood" hahaha. I feel that I have spent the majority of my life in myself. Sure, you have seen me before, I may have been that guy you thought you could never touch. You may have seen me laughing it up with friends getting hammered, or in a drunken haze slobbering over some slut. Some slut that you know you where better than, and you probably were right. I have wasted to much of my life searching for things I am only now realizing to be false. I have been the man eating his own head. That was until I opened my Third Eye (and no I really don't have a third eye on my forehead). I am slowly but steadly gaining control of my body, mind, and surroundings (you think that picture was an accident?). I cannot stand subjective (ignorante) people, so If you are one just stop reading now...
I could never possibly imagine explaining such things in a "blog" yet. I have died twice before and have come back both times. Once In my dreams, and once in real life. I am not crazy, I am not the reserrection of Christ, I am not a vampire, and I am not a violent person (I am actually a passivist). One thing I know and feel is that I am only one-half, maybe you could complete me, and I could complete you.
Only until now have I understood what the purpose of life, creation, spirt, body, and mind are. I have been looking at myself with disgust for as long as I can remember. But not anymore, I am slowly awakening to the beauty of life. I don't know how long someone like me can remain free for all. Once I find my soulmate I will never look back at this site again (No offense AAF you guys have done a great job so far). Don't let me slip through your hands like a grain of sand. And If you just want to fuck that is fine by me as well. I am still bound by my human wants and lusts, but I will break free soon.

rm_saintlianna 45F
15466 posts
3/1/2006 8:10 pm

Its simple, type it in.......Moodnlightened. When that third eye opens alot is reaveled but it might be more than you are ready for....

rm_saintlianna 45F
15466 posts
3/1/2006 8:11 pm

dammit........Mood . Enlightened.

youngbuck2035 30M
6 posts
3/1/2006 9:45 pm

lol, easier said then done HA! lol jk.

rm_VrginTritory 51M/51F
2 posts
3/9/2006 10:15 am

Like glittering pearls that glide down a midnight canvas, my heart is beset by reflections of his sweet soul-piercing eyes. I am drawn to embrace him as an artist draws lovers on a blank page and fills their surroundings with soft abstractions of morning gold and evening teal. He came to me in the dark like dove's wings upon my arms. I held him in the sweet scented wind upon the moonlight grassy rise. We were children in the softness of night and we embraced like lovers carved from a single timeless block of gleaming marble. The entire world slipped away down blurred tunnels faded into shapeless mists when our lips touched gently, and then more firmly. The smoldering embers of love erupted into a conflagration and burned like a bonfire on the hill. Melting away the dusty shadows of evening. The deep violet cloak flared like the sparkling silver tail of a comet and we were trapped in this kiss of hearts. Such a thirsty need was within us for the steaming thrill of this wild love. And upon the hill our rapture glittered as we stood unclothed in the moonlight like Adam and Eve. With our arms and legs wrapped in a sweet entanglement of hot touches. And when the first golden threads of dawn crawled across the waving emerald grass and we were drained of our physical passions we could not part for we were bound by the soft intoxicating chains of a love beyond singular love.

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