sex is weird  

xxshort_storyxx 36F
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2/5/2006 5:57 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

sex is weird

Okay, it's really confusing. I want to sleep with men I want, not men I would. I don't think men understand this difference. I've let myself sink to the level of sleeping with someone for the things he gives me or does for me. Not because I actually like him or find him attractive, just because he furthers my purpose.

I am quite ashamed. Not for my naughty behavior, you understand, but because I didn't wait for someone I actually wanted. Taking a lover is nothing to me; it's just another thing I did that day. Or night.

Oh lovely, another torrent of bitterness has come spewing out. Where are you, hot guy I actually like?

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