fetus overwhelming  

xxTONGUESKILLZxx 29M
19 posts
1/21/2006 5:23 pm

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fetus overwhelming


I have been on an acid trip since my last post like ten days ago... or something like that. I quite smoking(green), and am now a light social drinker. I've never tripped for more than one day. I feel so... new... static, yes that is a much better word. Everything feels so new. Being around people I've known for years feels so unfamiliar. Animals act differently around me. My skin is slowly shifting, molding into me. I have felt so unwelcome on this planet for so long... I feel connected to something. A pure brilliant light caresses me in my dreams... and somehow I feel even more disconnected from "reality". Am I being touched by a divine presence? or am I being disrupted by an entity masquerading as a golden Phoenix? anyone who can HEAR me, that feels a void etching through their very existence... please... touch me...

rm_jynxgurl 29F
209 posts
1/21/2006 6:43 pm

lol glad to hear you are feeling so great!!! ^_^


xxTONGUESKILLZxx 29M
21 posts
1/23/2006 2:36 pm

~*squiggle*~


rm_jynxgurl 29F
209 posts
1/23/2006 6:20 pm

lol seriously, Iv never actually taken drugs, but I have felt disconnected like that before, many times. It's weird, but great!! I like tuning out of reality like that...


rm_jynxgurl 29F
209 posts
1/23/2006 6:21 pm

pst, also seems to happen with lack of sleep. ^_^


xxTONGUESKILLZxx 29M
21 posts
1/23/2006 9:05 pm

yes. If you stay up long enough you will start Hallucinating.


rm_jynxgurl 29F
209 posts
1/24/2006 2:38 pm

I wasn't talking about the hallucinating bit, I was talking about feeling disconnected, sorta lightheaded and hyper. lol according to my friends whenever I haven't slept they can always tell cuz I start acting as if I was high. ^_^ seriously, everything seems funny for some reason and I start laughing at almost anything!! lol its fun!! no need to waste money on drugs to get a high when you are insane!! ^_^ ohhh that reminds me I need to post an insanity message...


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