Too much pride???  

witty1960 56F
373 posts
7/27/2006 5:34 pm

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8/5/2006 3:02 pm

Too much pride???

Well I'm relocating in 4 days, so in the space of less than a week, I'll be both homeless (not literally, I'll be staying with my sister) and jobless. It's just a little creepy but it's not my first big move so there's no point in stressing too much (tell that to my heart). I'm not expecting things to get a lot better, I'll still be the same person, looking for the same things, and probably failing in my search as usual.

Which brings me to wonder, how can you ever trust people? I'll talk to men for a while, sometimes for hours a night, and when plans are finally made they either bug out or just stand you up and you never hear from them again. Same with meeting men, sleeping with them on a semi-regular basis and then never hear from them again. I could see it if the sex wasn't good.

So is it me?? Am I doing something subconciously, that is scaring or turning them off?? I'll contact them once or twice after I don't hear from them for a while. But after that it seems like begging and even if I'm not a model, I'm not lowering myself to that point. I'm not going to beg for sex, might beg a man to fuck me harder, or faster or in a different position. I guess you could say, I'll beg during sex, just not before lol. Does that make me a bad person?? Or just one with too much pride??

SidSpanky 47M

7/31/2006 7:32 pm

Or it could just be that this semi-regular friend has just been so inundated with work, both here and in other states, that he unfortunately has just not been able to find the time to be able to communicate with much of anyone. lol. Have more faith in your friends, they may not be able to communicate with you now, but that doesn't mean that you are not on their mind.

sparkey5811 58M

7/31/2006 7:52 pm

Hello I havent ever met you, but cant be you. Would like to try satisfying you but too much distance you would get the same idea about me. I would chat rather than dissapearing though. Good luck in your quest.

witty1960 56F

7/31/2006 10:13 pm

I know I can be a little sensitive about this...but it happens a lot. I was more generalizing than anything. My goal, unlike a lot of the men here, is not to sleep with every guy in the state, but find a few regular lovers to spend quality nasty time with...and the search goes on lol. I know I was sounding and feeling a little whiny..thank god it doesn't last long, nothing worse than a whiner lol.

rm_ru_notty2 46M

8/1/2006 3:51 pm

Witty ,
I am would love to meet sometime. I am a couple hours south of you , but I am able to get away on a fairly regular basis. Let me know.

witty1960 56F

8/1/2006 10:55 pm

well notty, we talked when i lived in lewiston and you couldn't get away to meet then, has something changed???? lol

rm_ru_notty2 46M

8/5/2006 9:00 am

as a matter of fact things have changed. message me and we can at least chat some. I think u remember my Yah(oo) address, if not maybe u can reach me ru_notty

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