A letter........  

willing2tryit42 40M
657 posts
8/13/2006 12:21 pm

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12/12/2006 9:37 am

A letter........


This letter was written more for me..............



Dear Mr. ( omit)

You dont know my name, hell, you probably dont know I exist at this moment. I just wanted you to know, someone was there. I gave the police your side of the story. It aint much, but........ I hope you pull through it. We were sitting at the red light on the corner of (omit) and (omit). You had just come up behind me, when the light turned green. If I had been quicker on the throttle, I would be lying right beside you. You passed into the intersection and........ well, enough of that. Thats not why I wrote you. Your body, will heal, your soul will be just as scarred as your arm. You will be angry, you will be hurt, but most of all.................. you will be afraid. It will always be with you. You will question every action leading up to, well ........... Your wife is loading the kids up and taking them to grandmas or her sisters. There they will sit and wonder, why mommy had tears in her eyes when the phone rang. You will heal. You have to, not for you, but for them and everyone else. Everyone you provide for, lead at work, and who see you everyday. They will ask questions that you are not even considering at this time. Will you ride again? Your answers will vary, but............... you will heal. There will come a moment, when everyone will implore you to never touch one of those death traps again, and............... you will ........... slowly, but surely......... become very angry. Why? Why did she decide to run that redlight? Why was she on the phone with her boyfriend when she was 2 blocks away? Why did it have to happen this way? Did I not pray enough to you? What is the divine lesson you are teaching here? Nothing anyone will tell you, can shake the belief, that it was something you had done. Slowly, .............. you will heal. Then, one day........ you will be face to face with a motorcycle again. You will remember all the good things, as well as the bad. You promised your wife, NO MORE! You were done, but........... you won't know what that feeling is. That feeling in the pit of your stomach. That feeling, I will shed a little light on it. I have been you. I have been under 2500lbs. of sheet metal. I also........ healed in a sort of fashion. What you will feel is regular old resentment! You resent the fact that a teenager was irresponsible, and cost you your freedom. You resent the fact that,you lived a clean life, and always did what "they" said. You will resent your wife, with her constant nagging ( you never would have called it nagging before!), made you promise something, you swore you would never do! You will resent the fact that you want it to be as it was! You will also hate the fact, that it will never be the same. You gave it up for her, and them, and they, and WHOEVER! It is still a part of who you once were.

Sir, to fully heal........... you have to climb back on. You have to take one last ride. You have to know............ if the fire is out! I cannot influence your decision, and I dont want to try. I will tell you, everytime a car pulls up to a cross street................. I cringe! I am still affected to this day! This will affect you, for the rest of your life. Please remember though, that your life is not over. I ask one thing......... this is not for me or you, this is for your family. Once you heal, physically, you need to heal mentally. Climb on....... start her up............. roll on the throttle.......... and take off! You will know at the first stop sign, whether or not it will ever be there again. The longing....... "I needed this in my life." You may decide to hang it up for good, but at least YOU made the decision. You will have no regrets, and you will not resent anyone. Only then, will you have healed!





Sincerely, Jeffrey X. Xxxxxxx







I dont know if I am going to deliver this letter, just know that, I had tears in my eyes as I wrote it! That lady missed my bike by 3 ft. and I held his hand until the ambulance came!

papyrina 50F
21133 posts
8/13/2006 4:26 pm

Hugs honey,i would mail it as you have so obviously gone through something similar


I'm a

and
i'm here to stay


MarcySullivan 52F  
3598 posts
8/13/2006 7:23 pm

Thanks for sharing! Maybe you should mail it!

xoxo


xoxo
Marcy

Visit my group Analsex lovers and my blog Marcy's world!!


QueenofBitches69 46F

8/13/2006 8:51 pm

OMG!!! Babe, I have a huge fear of motorcycles, and everytime mrrdking or skyking tell me they are going to ride their bike anywhere, my anxiety level is through the roof, until I hear that they got where they were going! It kills me.
I don't want to ever get that phone call about anyone I care for. But I do know the rush! I do know why you guys have the need for the speed and power of a motorcycle. But I will always have the fear.
I am sorry you had to go through this babe!


LustyTaurus 48M  
21253 posts
8/13/2006 10:30 pm

jeez man...that would make my nerves go crazy, a close call like that. Is the one who got hit going to be OK?


TzarsAmuseChant 41M
2854 posts
8/15/2006 9:52 am

i'd mail it. reach out into his life and touch him. He needs to hear what you have to say.


willing2tryit42 40M
1141 posts
8/15/2006 8:42 pm

    Quoting papyrina:
    Hugs honey,i would mail it as you have so obviously gone through something similar
I took your advice, and thanks for the hug!


willing2tryit42 40M
1141 posts
8/15/2006 8:43 pm

    Quoting MarcySullivan:
    Thanks for sharing! Maybe you should mail it!

    xoxo
Thanks for coming by, and I hand delivered it!


willing2tryit42 40M
1141 posts
8/15/2006 8:44 pm

    Quoting QueenofBitches69:
    OMG!!! Babe, I have a huge fear of motorcycles, and everytime mrrdking or skyking tell me they are going to ride their bike anywhere, my anxiety level is through the roof, until I hear that they got where they were going! It kills me.
    I don't want to ever get that phone call about anyone I care for. But I do know the rush! I do know why you guys have the need for the speed and power of a motorcycle. But I will always have the fear.
    I am sorry you had to go through this babe!
Thank you for the support, and most of all, the understanding!


willing2tryit42 40M
1141 posts
8/15/2006 8:46 pm

    Quoting LustyTaurus:
    jeez man...that would make my nerves go crazy, a close call like that. Is the one who got hit going to be OK?
He's gonna pull through, now we gotta see if his home life survives!


willing2tryit42 40M
1141 posts
8/15/2006 8:47 pm

    Quoting rm_mzhunyhole:
    Mercy..what a letter..maybe it needs to be mailed.
Thank you Mz.Huny, just for being you!


willing2tryit42 40M
1141 posts
8/15/2006 8:48 pm

    Quoting TzarsAmuseChant:
    i'd mail it. reach out into his life and touch him. He needs to hear what you have to say.
Thanx bro! Also, thanx for coming by.


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