10 things about me!!!  

willing2tryit42 40M
657 posts
3/14/2006 7:21 pm

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11/7/2006 9:30 am

10 things about me!!!

Well I'm packing to return home and then leave for the next job. While packing I realized I was a little apprehensive about returning home. After some deep thought I decided to make a list of things that were bothering me. So, this should read 10 things I would love to scream at my family and friends!!!!
10. I powerlift and kickbox because sometimes I feel inferior to other men.
9. I take heart medication everyday to live. I dont tell you because I dont want to appear weak.
8. I have slept with 2 wives of my close friends, and it is the reason I'm afraid to get married.
7. I drank away an academic scholarship to piss off my father!
6. I have pursued, flirted with, and seduced a co-workers mother because she turned me down for a date. We still see each other sometimes behind her back.
5. I was involved in a motorcycle accident while racing and broke my hip. I was walking 3 weeks later because I hate when you feel sorry for me.
4. I have held a dear friend in my arms as she died from an overdose. I have never felt so useless in my life.
3. I feel an extreme need to protect you all from the evils of this world... especially to protect you from me.
2. I work so much to feel a sense of worth, my father always told us that lazy people will never succeed at anything, as he told us how lazy we were everyday.
1. No matter how much I hate myself for being an arrogant, self-centered, petulent, ignorant, jackass from these past mistakes and misconceptions... I love each and every instance. This is me and if I ever want to love you, I must first learn to love me!!!!
Any and every comment will be appreciated, I think I'm beginning a new quest to enlighten myself. I dont think I'll be able to respond for a while 23 hour drive and all, but drop me a note, its scary i consider some of you closer friends than my real world ones.
If you havent read it tell me what you think ofA Moment of Self Doubt! . Again all comments are welcome.

angelofmercy5 58F
17881 posts
3/14/2006 8:23 pm

These were ten powerful things to share. I think a quest to enlighten yourself is well earned. I'll look forward to reading about your growth.

MissKittyNip26 105F

3/14/2006 9:05 pm

Well damn.. that's some serious shit.. Meeting you, I would have never guessed any of those 10 things about you! I'm sure you feel a lot better gettin' that out though.. I could relate to a few myself..

Hope you have a safe trip back home!!

libgemOH 56M/52F

3/20/2006 4:28 am

The hardest part is admitting those things about yourself. The real challenge is making them work for you! Goodluck to you -B

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