Not sure this is doing any good...  

rm_wigggly 40F
37 posts
8/17/2006 1:07 pm

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Not sure this is doing any good...

Seems these days, I've been on this emotional roller coaster ride. I'm sure it has a lot to do with being pregnant.

I'm sure it has a lot to do with the realization that I more than likely made the right choice by leaving...Even though...at the time it was the ONLY choice.

The realization that I wasted all this time caring for someone, so immensely that I over looked my own feelings.

Always giving...never taking, and really....the more I think about it...never receiving.

I make it a point to treat others the way I want to be treated in return. I believe this is a great way to build relationships. Often enough, it is not reciprocated.

I never ask for much. And...it's the small things that make me happy. Does that make me weak? I don't think so. I think that makes me one of the stronger people that many will ever know.

Do I get jealous? Absolutely... and in those respects...I have to say good-bye. I cannot keep visiting this site knowing that "he" is still here looking to hook up!

Maybe...when the hurt diminishes I'll be back.


actinghonestly 40F
6 posts
8/18/2006 6:56 am

Very Interesting! I understand now.


bigloadwaiting 47M
2 posts
8/22/2006 7:26 am

your a good personn babe keep being youself


cocopuffd2 44M
33 posts
9/3/2006 7:07 am

Its perfectly understood and take as much time as you need cuz trust me, the site isnt goin anywhere anytime soon...lol


actinghonestly 40F
6 posts
10/25/2006 12:59 pm

T
We are a lot more alike than you may think! Let me know if you are ever up to just hanging out sometime. We really don't live to far apart.


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