"" touchin g base as my good friend said.......  

wifey3223 47F
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9/4/2006 6:29 am

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9/4/2006 6:29 am

"" touchin g base as my good friend said.......

I haven't written in a long time as well, as genuine taste said. IT's nice to have days off work to relax,unwind & just enjoy AdultFriendFinder. Lately, I been being more of a mom, I have one in her senior year & 1 going to the 8 th grade , I believe. However, I can wait till they start school. I also cant wait till, the last week of sept. Ill be laid of a week & have time t have morning play. I have a sister & a niece whoa re going to move with me. I hope it doesn't damper my sex time,I don't think so really. MY house & I'm still keeping it real.But, I will be glad when school starts. I think & hope the teacher's get what they ask for & I believe they will if they hold ground long enough. They have the board by there ball's. I wrote & write allot in AdultFriendFinder magazine " my recent post was AdultFriendFinder is hard to find dick , on the Holiday's & weekends?'. Wifey3223 isn't to spontaneous , due to my kids & work. I'd like to be more that way,but you men know if we let you. It'll be a open house, i don't want it looking like that for my neighbor's or kid's.THats why? I try to be selective & when you go out if you do that allot it's bad to. CAUSE you're ot they're to watch them,you're damed if you do & don't. One lady said in the magazine, that if I put all my hope & egg's in one basket. Ill keep getting let down,I don't agree. Nothing happens on AdultFriendFinder that doesn't happen in real life. Just cause, i have one bad day I don't assume another will be that way. I'm optimistic, hopeful & full of life. But I notice they're just isn't enough hours in the day. I need & desire man who motivates me, I had one once. As much as he got on my nerve's towards the end, in the begging birdnest232 was all , I talked about. I'd leave work & go straight to his house, for my daily hug, smile & chatter. I was motivated by mind,heart, not sex at all.Believe it or not a sexual person & freak can find solace in other thing's. LIke I just let my dog out in yard, I noticed a bird sitting on phone line's & wondered how he did without dying.i was amazed that today, I have time to notice. I could & should of went to union parade today as a union member.BUt , I felt like making this day renee's day. Besides they pick who they want, no matter what. I do one day want to be some kind of union official.
MY kid's are sleep , they stay up all night sleep all day.I'm gonna relax & spend the day watching life time & my stories. How ever, i wish I could find the right chocolate, sex , trouble to get into too. I really miss blkftd, from AdultFriendFinder. He left, I'm not sure why? but no matter what, I do I cant reach this brother.Wow, unbelievable,indescribable sex & he doesn't care.i SEE ALLOT OF MEN HAVE LEFT MOVED FAR AWAY,LIKE SOUTH CAROLINA ETC.
another issue,I'm sure some can relate has been my new house, taxes,bills, thing's I want & desire in life.I love my house but it's allot to stay on kid's about.I still have thing's, i want to do like repaint, clean &mop wood floors better.
I didn't get my taxes in closed & have to adjust my spending & budget to a house. wow, it's allot but nothing I cant do. THis is another thing that limit's my dating, fiances.work has also been trying, judge mental folks there & AdultFriendFinder magazine. depressed, nosy,lonely, degrading folk's, don't get me wrong there's happy one's but mostly on nights.
I also been spending allot of time with both of my sister's. My dad moved to Tennessee, so were all we got till he comes in. One sister lives east side & one portage. we all have good job's but each are struggling moms Or with the economy in some way. While, I'm grateful for all good blesses me with, it's never enough. OR is it we over spend, or pay out to much. which ever way,indecency & liberated is a high cost. I'd like to have a more 1-1 man , a man who is able to provide for me. LIke help in time's of need, take me out ,invite me over to his place. But this normally doesn't come with great sex,or equal companion ship. I read my lady friend's pieces to there heart's. We are so passionate, full of dream's , desires , great mother's, independent loving BUt why? cant a brother see & recognize that. When will sexy bbw, women of color find working, independent, reliable trust able,educated, In control real men to be with.Someone who wants something out of life.I wonder is all this a game, all my time to write , to tell you about me. All my time, I spend to know you , this isn't just sex to everyone or play time.But its a life style, why? are so many on here unsure as to there choices of a better, more real life.
And don't even get me on the married men, using this for there comfort. I joined married but not cause, I wasn't getting it at home.But for regularity, style,mixing thing's up & challenges. If , I was to be with a married man . It shouldn't only be on his rules,but both our rules & guidelines. The door should swing both ways. Half you married men give us as much attention as you do you're wife's. which is then why? you get fucked both ways. Don't burn you're bridge dad always said , you never know when you'll cross it again. I feel like , I'm rambling ut nope it's me. I discuss many topics & move from one subject to another it's just this girl.LIke my friend said ,It's the monkey on my back. I feel hemmed up sometimes, I use my sexual companion as my place to just unwind. In the moment ,in the feelings. It's my adult time, me time.I love it when my pussy is licked like ice cream, when a man licks my juicy delicious yellow ass. I mostly love my Tits bit hard, damn near off hard while, I'm riding that juicy dick. If you bite them write when, i get off. I go down & lick it off & then french kiss you passionately. I did have a great day with my sister,kids & her man.I had invited my lawn guy, I thought he wasn't coming. hes a Christian & abstinent sexually. I like him allot, hes also 22 & I'm 37. I like is different style, knowledge of the bible & hes a worker & has graduated from college. At first, I hadn't paid much attention to him, I love how he says my name even. I hang on his every word, Hes a christian man . I could settle down with age is nothing to me but a number ,long as they're legal over 18 & mature. But would it be fair, he might want kids one day, I cant bare & don't want to bare any more ever.But.... I could be so much more. So we all had ate & were unwinding th day when he pulled up & brought5another guy as I said he could.
I was so excited,noticeable. I can tell he likes me too , I don't know what till come of it but for know I know,I must just be his friend.But..... I love this mans style, love is the eye of the beholder. He had on jeans, a nerd sweater green checker's, green shirt & tie. I thought my sister would hit the floor laughing . But al, I saw was ki-ere that's his name as different as he is, I liked all I saw. Why? I'm different too & he likes me Thats all I need .He had came one day last week, I had my son pay him. Didn't even get up, wanted to so bad all my heart,but was tired from work. That week we had overtime daily & worked threw our breaks rough.
I didn't think he cared or noticed, mentioned that yesterday. I said ki ere when , I don't get up for you. ITs cause I'm sick,tired,or ot together. I look to see you when you cut my yard, I always have water,juice,or something frozen forth guy's. TO me its the Small stuff that matter's.I JUST want to meet a man who enjoy small the things that make me renee'. and appreciates,loves me & wine & dine me as I do them.
In closing, allot of women say it's hoish , or call me & other's names cause . I know what, I want a year ago. I would of never thought , a christian like me would be on line.Everything, I know or was taught in church say it's wrong. But something happened to me when, I married that un equal soul of a man, I changed. And some how got more secure with single status, dating, no strings sex. I got all the way out my shell & stop settling.
And got to the point, where I don't give a damn who likes it or not. Peace of mind, happiness of the heart is my goal. As well as raising well rounded kid's who want something & will go somewhere in life.I'm a praying sister also, without prayer, faith, hope & love. I'd be nothing & my father of god & farther of this world.


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