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widowsaddiction 47F
166 posts
12/18/2005 3:34 pm

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Finished

I realized today that I cannot hold B's hand AND sleep with him, so I chose to be friends. He needs me in that capacity so much more so right now than he needs to get laid.

I feel like my heart has been thrown down and filleted. The upside is that I've been down this road alone before, and I know this path like the back of my hand.

Strength trumps heartbreak every time.


Sorceror07 54M

12/20/2005 12:22 pm

as a battle-scarred veteran of the war of unrequited love... i can say you have made the correct decision there. lucky you escaped with just a filleted heart... mine felt like someone shoved a hand grenade in my chest and pulled the pin, then repeated the process just to make sure.... that was many many years ago though.

time though will heal things... you must allow time to do it's work, be patient with the process... i wasn't, and it wasn't good.

hang in there

...That which does not kill me merely pisses me off!...


widowsaddiction 47F

12/20/2005 9:56 pm

Thanks for the advice and support Sorceror. If you could just teach me to be patient and do it right this time, I'd be quite thankful.


Sorceror07 54M

12/21/2005 11:45 am

lol! i'm an unworthy teacher at best... being the posterchild for 'what NOT to do' i'm better at the "do as i say and not as i do" deal

...That which does not kill me merely pisses me off!...


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