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wickedeasy 66F  
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7/28/2006 6:20 am
just another blogger


this is a blog from a man living in Israel - a jew who doesn't much like the leader of his country - a jew who lives with war. i offer it here without judgement or caveats - as written - it is long. if you choose not to read it, that is of no matter. if you choose to read it, that is of no matter. i offer it because this is a blogger writing as we do - about something that matters to him. not different, the same. jsut another blogger with a story to tell

The First War, All Over Again

21 July 2006

By Daniel Gordis

This is a different kind of war, and an old kind of war. In the lastwar, when they blew up buses and restaurants and sidewalks and cafes,
Israelis were enraged, apoplectic with anger. This time, it's different.Rage has given way to sadness. Disbelief has given way to recognition.
Because we've been here before. Because we'd once believed we wouldn't be back here again.

And because we know why this war is happening.

A rocket hit Haifa in the first days of the war, killing no one, butinjuring a number of people. It also tore the face off an apartment
building, leaving the apartments inside eerily exposed, naked, for all to gaze into. That small block of Haifa, with its shattered shell of a
building, rubble all along the street, citizens dazed as they wanderedabout looking at it all, appeared to be exactly what it was - a war
zone.

And yet, the people in the street stayed near their homes, goingnowhere. The newscaster asked them why they didn't go somewhere else, where it
might be safer. One man answered with statistics. "Why leave now? We've already been hit. The chances of us being hit again are one in a million." To which another man responded almost with outrage. "What do numbers have to do with it?" he asked. And then, he turned to the
camera, almost screaming, pointed to the broken building, and said,"This is our home. Mi-po ani lo zaz. From here, I am not budging. And he
repeated his refrain over and over again.
"This is my home. And from here, I am not budging." Mi-po ani lo zaz.

Israelis understand what this is. This is a war over our homes. Over our homes in the north, for now, but eventually, as the rockets get better
and larger, all of our homes. This is not about the territories. This is not about the "occupation." This is not about creating a Palestinian State. This is about whether there will be a state called Israel. Sixty years after Arab nations greeted the UN resolution on November 29 1947 with a declaration of war, nothing much has changed. They attacked this
time for the same reason that they did sixty years ago.

At first, it was the Egyptians, Jordanians and Syrians. We put a stop to that in 1949, 1956, 1967 and 1973.

Then it was the Palestinians, who bamboozled the world (and many of us Israelis) into believing that they just wanted a State, and that their
terror was simply a way of forcing us to make one possible. We fought the terror in 1982 (Lebanon), 1987 (Intifada) and even after Camp David and Oslo, once again in 2000-2005 (the Terror War). And then, we actually tried to make the State happen. We got out of Lebanon to put an
end to that conflict. And even more momentous, we got out of Gaza, hoping that they'd start to build something.

And now, it's Hezbollah. Or more accurately, Syria. Or to be more precise, Iran. What's Iran's beef with Israel? Territory it lost? It
didn't lose any. And does anyone really believe that Iran cares one whit about the
Palestinians and their state? That's not the reason. We know it, and so do they.

Now, the bitter reality of which Israel's right wing had warned about all along is beginning to settle in. It is not lost on virtually any
Israelis that the two primary fronts on which this war is being conducted are precisely the two fronts from which we withdrew to
internationally recognized borders. We withdrew from Gaza, despite all the internal objections, hoping to move Palestinian statehood - and
peace - one step closer. But all we got in return was the election of Hamas, and a barrage of more than 800 Qassams that they refused to end. And then they stole Gilad Shalit. Not from Gaza. Not from some contested no man's land. From inside the internationally recognized borders of Israel. As if to make sure that we got the point - "There is no place that you're safe. There is no place to which we won't take this war. You can't stay here."

Because as much as we have wanted to believe otherwise, they have no interest in building their homeland. They only care about destroying
ours.

Six years ago we pulled out of Lebanon. Same story. In defiance of the UN's resolution 1559, Hizbollah armed itself to the teeth, and as we
watched and did nothing, accumulated more than 10,000 rockets. And dug itself into the mountains. And established itself in Beirut, effectively using the entire Lebanese population as human shields. And, assuming that there was little that we could or would do, it attacked on June 12, killing eight soldiers, and stealing Ehud Goldwasser and Eldad Regev. Not from Southern Lebanon. Not from Har Dov, a tiny hilltop that's still contested. But from inside Israel. Inside a line that no one contests.

Unless, of course, they contest the idea of the whole enterprise.

And which is why this incredibly divided and divisive society has rallied so monolithically around a Prime Minister who until last week
wasn't terribly popular, and around a war that may or may not accomplish all its military objectives. It explains why, even as the air raid
sirens go off across the country, and may eventually start their wail in Tel Aviv, too, as people dash across streets, panicked, trying to find the nearest bomb shelter, no one complains about the government. No one's complaining about the amount of time it's taking the air force to
put a stop to this. It explains why all over this city, advertisements on bus stops have been replaced with a photo of an Israeli flag and the
phrase Chazak Ve-ematz - "be strong and resolute"
(Moses' words to Joshua in Deut. 31). [I've posted it at ww.danielgordis.org/Site/Site_Photos.asp if you want to see what it looks like.] Even the people who've lost family members, who are interviewed while still overwrought with grief, have no complaints about the government or the army.

But behind the defiance lies sadness, a tired and experienced renewed loss of optimism, a wondering if it will ever, ever end. Because we know what they want. It's not the Golan Heights. It's not the West Bank. And it's not a State. We know what they want, and we know why they want it.

And now we know: the issue isn't their statehood.
It's ours.

The sadness comes from the clarity. We can sign peace treaties, and withdraw, and arm ourselves. But nothing's enough. You sign a treaty with Egypt, but then Syria takes over Lebanon and uses Hezbollah as its proxy. You get peace with Jordan, but Iran joins the fray. You learn to defend your border, so they attack you from well within their countries. It feels relentless, because it is. It feels like it never ends, because it doesn't. It doesn't feel like the seventh war. It feels like a continuation of
the first. Could it be that we're right back where we started?

Is this like the first war, because we could win it and still not have security? What if, as even the army says is likely, Hezbollah is left
wounded but still intact at the end? What, we just wait until they decide to lob more missiles at Haifa, or Safed, or even Tel Aviv? Bomb
shelters will once again be part of the reality of Israeli kids? Have we returned to the late 40's and 1950's, when border towns had to live with the ongoing dread that Fedayeen would sneak across the border and kill people? Except that now, in an era of missiles, most of the country is a border town.

This is like the first war because Israeli citizens, in the middle of the country, are getting killed by a foreign "army." In 1956, 1967 and even in 1973, we mostly took the war to the border. And then to their territory. Israel's civilian population centers, even in those horrible conflagrations, were left more or less intact. But not in 1948, and not
this time. Haifa is the front. Safed is the front. Nazarath is the front. And they're all burying people. Adults, and children. Jews, and
Israeli Arabs. And Tel Aviv, if you believe Nasrallah, may well be next.

And it's like the old wars because all our hopes to the contrary notwithstanding, the casualties are mounting. Just days after the Israeli pundits were discussing whether or not a limited ground incursion might be necessary, whether or not the air force could do this on its own, there are troops on the ground in Lebanon. Thousands of soldiers, the papers say this morning. And in the few days since they've
gone in, kids have been coming back in body bags. These are elite units, and though we're told that they're having some successes in finding and destroying the bunkers built into the mountain, they're encountering heavy resistance. And not all of them are making it home.

We've been here before, too. We'd thought we were done with that.

For the first few days of this new war, Israelis were relieved to see the footage of a hundred Israeli planes over Lebanon at any one point.
We'd show them that they'd miscalculated. We'd put a stop to this. We'd get our stolen boys back. A decisive victory, like in days of old. With fewer casualties on our side. But well into the second week of the war, we don't have our boys back. And soldiers are dying, and coming home without legs. And the victory hasn't been decisive. And Israeli cities are still being shelled, and traumatized Israeli kids by the thousands are still sleeping in bomb shelters. Just like in the first war.

And it's like the first war because the news is broadcasting photos of lines of Arab refugees fleeing the fighting in Beirut, heading north, or
to Syria. Israeli TV is showing footage of a former city that looks much more like
Dresden than Beirut. There are probably some Israelis who couldn't care less, but the ones that I talk to, work with and share a neighborhood with, do care. They understand that we probably have no choice, for Hezbollah has decided to use Beirut as its human shield, and for years and years, Lebanon did nothing to stop them. Or even to try. And we have no choice but to survive.

But the Israelis I talk to all day long are still saddened by the miles-long lines of thousands upon thousands upon thousands of Lebanese refugees, fleeing their homes and rubble filled neighborhoods with white
flags hovering outside their cars even as Israeli war planes roar overhead. Simply on a human level, we know that the suffering is
incalculable. That, too, looks like that old black and white footage from the War of Independence. And as a problem for Israel, we know, Arab refugees don't disappear.
They attack, we respond, they flee. And then the problem becomes ours.

And even though Jerusalem is, so far, beyond the reach of the rockets, even here, the air has started to take on a war-like feel. A colleague
of mine, in her 40's, cancelled a meeting yesterday because her real-estate agent husband was just called up and sent to the Egyptian
border. A friend I met later in the afternoon cut a meeting short because his son was getting a few hours off. The kid hasn't even
finished basic training, but was sent out to Samaria to guard an outpost so that more experienced kids could get sent to the front. And we were going to try to get together with other friends this morning, but they
can't. Their twenty year old son got called up from his yeshiva, and sent to south of Hebron, and they're going to try to get out there to
bring him some food for Shabbat. And our daughter won't be home for Shabbat - she's got guard duty on base. With the other two kids away for the summer, we're home by ourselves. The house feels empty, hollow. Like the towns in the north.

And so it goes. Another all out war, when it could have been different. If they'd wanted something else. But they don't. Not the Iranians, not the civilians in Syria interviewed on CNN who spoke with admiration of
Nasrallah, not the Palestinians on the West Bank who've posted his picture everywhere, and not even the Israeli Arabs in Nazareth who, from
the depths of their mourning, blame Israel and not Nasrallah for the loss of their children.

So it's the seventh war (Or the eighth, if you count the War of Attrition.Or the ninth, if you count the first Intifada). And the first war. It's all the wars. They're all the same, in the end, because we can't afford to lose.We can't afford to lose, so we won't.

It's the seventh war, or the eighth. And the first. When the 1973 Yom Kippur War was at its height, Yehoram Gaon went to the front and sang
the now famous lyrics, Ani mavti'ach lach - "I promise you, my little girl, that this will be the last war." They never play that song
anymore. Because no one believes it. There will be no last war.

It's the eighth war, or the ninth. But it isn't the last war. It's the first war, all over again. We've got this war for the same reason that we had all the others. We have this war for the same reason that people in Haifa are still saying mi-po ani lo zaz. We got this war for the same reason that we got the first, and the second.

We know why they attacked then. And we know why they're still attacking. And we're determined to hold on for the same reason that they're so
determined never to stop. There's one reason, and one reason only:

The Jewish People have no where else to go.

You cannot conceive the many without the one.


AstirRelicLatah 64M
1993 posts
7/28/2006 6:46 am

First, Wicked, thanks so much for posting this. I'm very sad right now both as a Jew and a Citizen of the world. I recently wrote a similar post. Defending your turf In this post I talked about the responsibility of the Arab Citizens who care about their children and opportunities for them.

We can be jazzed all we want in support of the Israelis. If it's not clear what the Arab state goals are now, I'm not sure it's ever going to be clear. When is the rest of the world going to wake up and realize that state sponsored terrorism in the Middle East is aimed at not having a workable relationship with Israel, but the total elimination of the Jewish state and probably the Jews that live in it.

When we are referred to as Infidels by the radical Muslims, that means to me we don't have a right to live. Israel is the first line of defense in this conflict. I'm saddened that Israel once again has to put up with this shit and that's what it is, shit.

So again, Wicked thanks so much for making this post. I hope that many people read it and reflect on the issues and help put pressure on our and other western governments to start talking about reality in the Middle East and forcing the legitimate Governments in the region to stop allowing this madness. This whole situation is terrible for everyone involved who cares about a great future for their children.


wickedeasy replies on 7/28/2006 7:10 am:
tight hugs

if we don't stop this madness - there will be NO future for our children and our children's children

what struck me was the resignation - how sad is that?

AstirRelicLatah 64M
1993 posts
7/28/2006 7:57 am

It's beyond sad, but also reality. I sometimes think we should give the citizens of Israel North Dakota, but the people there probably would not be in favor of that. At least the Arabs wouldn't have anyone to hate so close by anymore.

I'm afraid this war is going to be the one where Israel loses hope. I hope not, but it certainly is starting to feel that way.


wickedeasy replies on 7/28/2006 10:17 am:
hell - North Dakota? geeze

i hope not too Skier - but i fear that this endless battering would wear anyone down

rm_AnOddGirl 57F
3469 posts
7/28/2006 8:03 am

There is no winning a 3000 year old religious war. Sad.


wickedeasy replies on 7/28/2006 10:18 am:
i'm irish - so religious wars are part of the world that my grandparents endured before they came to the states

there has to be a way - i can't abide the thought that endless suffering is acceptable

rm_gerson42 52M
2419 posts
7/28/2006 8:23 am

That is extremely heaving. Thank you for filling in some gaps in my understanding via Daniel's post. So often, I see the headlines in the paper and just don't have a grasp on what is really happening.
ger - (Commenting freely and without expectation.)


wickedeasy replies on 7/28/2006 10:21 am:
it is his perspective and heart wrenching

i am sure there will be folks with differnt perspectives commenting and they are welcome

for me, the most difficult part was the sense of resignation to a way of life that is at best untenable

hugs to you my friend

warmandsexy52 64M
13164 posts
7/28/2006 8:37 am

This is a really great post. It is lucid and expresses the sadness well.

It is true that there are enough muslims to want all the jews to leave the territory formerly known as Palestine for there to be a continuing, festering problem that won't go away. The arab world and Iran has to accept the existence of Israel a priori before any further step can be taken. Hizbollah have caused demonic mischief that have taken Israel to breaking point, and when they retaliate, and it has been a long time coming in all fairness, they bewail the hurt to the human shields they hide behind.

There is no greater virtue to the argument of many islamic countries that Israel should be destroyed than there was in Himmler's Final Solution. Hizbollah, Syria and Iran in particular are waging a doctrinaire war - they have described it as jihad - based on racism and intolerance. Israel are fighting for survival.

And it is sadly a no-win situation. The more effective the Israelis are militarily in attacking Hizbollah, the more civilian casualties build up and the valid argument for israeli self-defence becomes muddoed in apparent atrocities. Except I think the West is becoming a bit more wise this time to the basic predicament Israel is in.

warm xx


wickedeasy replies on 7/28/2006 10:23 am:
i hope that you are right about our ability to perceive the reality

and thank you for reading - i know it is long - but i couldn't cut a word he said - smiles

MaggiesWishes 59F

7/28/2006 11:12 am

Kinda makes one wonder which of the "small" nations will rise up to meet the challegnge of the Bibical revelations of man's future.

Very good read and the reality of it should be known.
This might not ever be our world, but like you mentioned,
IT is the WORLD of our children.

Extended warm huggies 2ya Sis


wickedeasy replies on 7/28/2006 3:18 pm:
can i hear an amen sister

hugs the maglicious one

willing2tryit42 40M
1141 posts
7/28/2006 12:06 pm

...... and just another incite into what really is at stake here! They want all or nothing!


wickedeasy replies on 7/28/2006 3:19 pm:
um

is your use of incite by intent? i will hold off commenting until i know

smiles

somethingelse40 74M
14676 posts
7/28/2006 2:19 pm

Everyone once, once only.

Just once and no more.

And we also once.

Never again.

But this having been once,
although only once,

to have been of the earth,
seems irrevocable.

~Rainer Maria Rilke

The battle is not your's,
but God's. 2Chr.20:15NIV


wickedeasy replies on 7/28/2006 3:21 pm:
i disagree

the battle is indeed mine and yours and every other human being on this glorious planet

JuicyBBW1001 54F

7/28/2006 2:38 pm

How truly sad.

Juicy


wickedeasy replies on 7/28/2006 3:21 pm:
hugs

yes it is

and thank you for reading it - pass it forward

FrankPicasso 52M

7/28/2006 5:37 pm

I fear the ultimate outcome. The numbers don't lie. It's inevitable, and it makes me sick. I hope I'm wrong. Peace.


wickedeasy replies on 7/28/2006 5:47 pm:
from your lips..............

ShyWhisper2006 53F
15175 posts
7/28/2006 11:56 pm

*sighs sadly*...thank you for putting a face/es and a sense of reality to yet another mindless newscast..and sad world event.


wickedeasy replies on 7/29/2006 7:56 am:
you are most welcome -

his voice is very clear and so resigned - painful to hear

somethingelse40 74M
14676 posts
7/29/2006 2:16 am

Let those who want war have it, but only if those who don't want it aren't affected. That's perhaps a mere corollary to the golden rule, God’s mischief if you will, or perhaps even if you won’t: "shoot unto others as you would have them shoot unto you."


wickedeasy replies on 7/29/2006 7:57 am:
and how is that possible?

somethingelse40 74M
14676 posts
7/29/2006 8:13 am

That only happens after the fact.


wickedeasy replies on 7/29/2006 2:08 pm:
you are repeating yourself again

somethingelse40 74M
14676 posts
7/29/2006 8:18 am

The time has come: I simply must forge another post. It's amazing how many other things people would rather do than get overwhelmed.


somethingelse40 74M
14676 posts
7/29/2006 12:36 pm

synchronicity or sinchronicity?


somethingelse40 74M
14676 posts
7/29/2006 2:50 pm

Indeed, if it's worth repeating perhaps it's worth saying:

The ultimate effect of shielding men from the effects of folly is to fill the world with fools. ~Herbert Spenser


wickedeasy replies on 7/30/2006 8:02 am:
hmmm, jsut read that somewhere

synchronicity

blueguy1051 60M

7/29/2006 10:17 pm

Thank you for posting that. And our leaders in the U.S. thought they could have a quick, clean war in the middle east. We have learned nothing from watching Israel for 60 years, and we learned nothing from Vietnam.


wickedeasy replies on 7/30/2006 8:03 am:
i agree

now how do we get "them" to listen to us?

willing2tryit42 40M
1141 posts
7/30/2006 2:48 am

    Quoting willing2tryit42:
    ...... and just another incite into what really is at stake here! They want all or nothing!
Sorry....... brain was going faster than me two little fingers could keep up, * insight* I never use spellcheck!


wickedeasy replies on 7/30/2006 8:06 am:
i rather enjoyed the possibility of it being incite - i like to incite - a hangover from the 60's

and this all or nothign stuff is so short sighted, so limiting - when has it ever been a way to secure anythign but continued anomosity

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