Her immanent marriage  

whoknew411 42M
160 posts
6/16/2005 4:02 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Her immanent marriage

She's a friend, a new strong friend. She's engaged to a junkie. He has tried to quit many times, she understands his troubles in a way I can't. Their wedding is two months away. He just lost his job.

She talks about him when I visit her while she works at the deli. She mentions how hard it was for her to quit, and how she sees him struggling and still loves him when he fails. I look at her grimace smile and watch her try to trust her decisions.

I wonder if she'll begin to use again. One can always hope not. But she's certainly living close to the fire. I see people all the time making decisions that are obviously poor choices. People are complicated, you can't even trust them to act in their own interest.

See, now if she'd just ditch him, I'd have sex with her until she found a regular boyfriend type.

On the local front I have an aquaintence that seems to want to knock boots. Not the junkie's fiancee, someone else. She's thin, short, probably 100 lbs, tops. It's been a long time since I was with someone that small. Since I gained weight recently, I'll be 77 lbs heavier than her. HAHA that will be so much fun.

I'm not entirely sure it will happen, but I'm getting the right signals. And since I'm always, ALWAYS the last to know when a woman is sending me signals, by this point she's probably using sign language and anatomically correct puppets to describe what she wants to happen.

Anyhow, I can't think of anything else to say. Save my ex girlfriend is contacting me and asking for "emotional support". I don't want to be a dick, but I don't want to be the go-to guy either.

rm_morefutility 37F
175 posts
6/21/2005 12:17 am

Screw the ex, and not literally. She is taking advatage and using you as a fall back guy. A. K. A. If her current relationship doesn't work to her advatage, she always feels that she has you. Girls can play dirty. Be Wary.

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