whineyblonde0r 53F
287 posts
6/6/2006 8:20 pm

The ironclad? laws I enforce upon myself sometimes need clarifying even as I am breaking them. There are always exceptions to every rule one can make for themselves in life. It seems to be easier as I go along to bend some. Immediate attraction being one of them lately. Would being horny be an escape clause to subsection A, paragraph 3 that states, When entering a dating situation, the above said person will not engage in wanton sexual behavior. The reasonable time allotment of 3 dates should be achieved before a hand is shoved down above stated persons panties and wetness retracted to be spread upon her lips and devoured from said lips with a passionate hungry second party's(to be further known as object of my desire) mouth.
The object of my desire seems to be a deliberate law breaking citizen, flagrantly dismissing the "laws". Is he unaware of the above stated personal constitution. He is an accessory before the fact and deviously plots to break down the system that has been put in place. Some where I'm thinking handcuffs will come into play for this wanton criminal!

GuyWhoListens2u 56M
325 posts
6/7/2006 7:28 am


Being alone for a long time, I found that you almost have to make yourself into a different person to obey the laws to the letter. At the very least, I would say that making those modifications is kind of unhealthy.

In the past I had been quite dogmatic about following the rules I had been taught, but being in an actual battle puts a lot of things in perspective that I never had seen before.

Not trying to talk you in to anything, but in recent times I became aware one additional item: Many who interpret rules or judge never have to live the way they expect us to.

As a side note, it is most interesting where you ended up... "handcuffs.. wanton"

whineyblonde0r 53F
140 posts
6/7/2006 1:34 pm

Guy, Even as I think some things, my mind revolts at the thought of keeping such things to the exact definition. It is only unhealthy if you prolong the modifications your making for external reasons. Internal ones..blahhhh...I suppose I could easily become a sex addict? given no boundries nor responsibilities in life. My laws involve a child, bringing into my home the unknown? factors and involving her within the occasional "growing" relationships I have engaged in. There are always battles within your mind. One of mine being the good bad and ugly therory. Whats good about this person...whats bad...and will this end up ugly someday?
I dont answer to alot of people in my life about what I do. Someone judging me mainly consist of myself doing it...or my daughter..I already know Im the WORST mom ever...THE best mommy...She hates me, she loves me. Anything after that, cant hurt me too much? Im on probation now with her cause of a room cleaning incident.

And...shouldnt handcuffs and wanton behavior somehow...? fit...hand in hand....? Authority figures always made me feel edgy..

GuyWhoListens2u 56M
325 posts
6/7/2006 2:12 pm


I see what you are saying about your daughter and what she sees. That is very important. They seem to follow our examples whether we want them to or not.

Also the danger thing.. I understand as completely as I can (being a guy). Honestly, I am glad I am a male in that situation. I don't know how you ladies deal with that.

"on probation.." you are funny.. I hear you there.

And about the handcuffs... I agree.

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