Enigmatic Edification  

whineyblonde0r 53F
287 posts
6/1/2006 4:08 pm
Enigmatic Edification

Ahh...expecting it to be "E"rotic something for this blog? Sorry,I decided that a blatant sexual blog would be for my own teasing minds purpose and not just some simple thought strain that ran across my brain today. Wait til I get to "P", I have alot to say about a penis and pussy.
One simple thought of...learning even in the moments of failure that make a person stronger? Failed relationships..what could have beens and I should haves. Altering ones mindset to accomidate another is never a desireable way to live your life. Yet we do it daily in our work lives? Your taught to compromise in certain situations and as a good adult you do that and let your conscience begrudge the act later. There is no dog to kick around so sometimes you take it out on the nearest dearest person near you. So forth goes relationships..I keep hearing..I had a bad marriage, she cheated, she lied, Im scared of the next one doing the same? Is life so simple as to blame it on the last one who hurt you? Or could it be you, what is inside. The failure to "see" it. It makes you kick yourself around inside your own head and wonder why you let someone hurt you. Is that a convienient excuse for not engaging in a healthy relationship. Is there a buildup of "pasts" like clogged arteries that some good ole "doctor" play could possibly unclog? Or does one run around to every free clinic getting a bandage for the ever decreasing blood flow in our life. Finally being so constricted that even the free clinic ceases to satisfy the needs we feel. Hmm...how long does it take to learn to be a doctor?

rm_funinic 48M
823 posts
6/1/2006 9:06 pm

For our own relationships, we're always Freshmen. Never Doctors...

This last one resulted in a complete makeover of my personal life. At least most parts of it... I have a few lingering details that will take the full divorce to fix, and a daughter that will forever remain a link to this past.

whineyblonde0r 53F
140 posts
6/2/2006 5:22 am

Understood...I too was in a relationship like that. I sometimes wondered aloud to him, If you didnt like what you saw in the beginning, why the hell are you changing everyting Ive known about myself and my life. Small changes added up and when the man checked outta life, I sat wondering which person I was. Myself or the made over person that I had become. I guess the made over me kept the good changes and relearned my previous self again. Kids are precious, they are the mixture of two people who loved one another at a time in life. There is no way to disregard that one. Agreed. Life ends up full of lingering details sometimes.....

GuyWhoListens2u 56M
325 posts
6/2/2006 8:36 am


You are deep and right.

Excellent topics.

whineyblonde0r 53F
140 posts
6/2/2006 2:46 pm

Guy! welcome back (from where ever you have been) Thank you!

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