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Ever feel so incrediably horny that you can't think? You're stuck not getting any work done because all your thinking about ... and getting aroused by ... is something sweaty, hot and sticky?
I get this way often. I suppose this is what some would call a "sex Addicition", and I don't know what I can do to control it. I have to admit, this need for constant sex ruined my first marriage, and when I thought I had it licked, ruined my second marriage.
If you read my profile, I ask for simple things...a chance to give a woman as much as she can give to me: attention and sexual energy. I am a very intimate and sexual person and most women I'm with can't keep up. While I'm loving sex three times a day or more, the women I might be with starts to tire.
Now, I don't mind shutting off sex for awhile .... if I know I'm getting it soon .... but I feel some women I'm with tend to want to shut off for lengths of time.
Then of course, there is the pause once a month that all women have to go through and those are usually the hardest times.
Well, I'm writing in this blog to unload my thoughts and adventures. I'm currently seeing a woman who is very sexual with me, but she travels often...travels from NY to Atlanta every week to work, with hold overs for two weeks at a time....so you know I'm having trouble with that.
Naturally, I call on old sex partners...and I hate it when they aren't available. Most of the old partners get mad that i don't call too often...that all I want them for is sex....but we established long ago that all we are doing is fucking, so what if I call only once a month or less....if that's all we're doing, we're just serving a need and moving on.
That's what the problem is: I need sex to solve a 'hunger'...like a drug. Once I get off, I'm good until the next time. The "next time" usually doesn't need as strong as the first time....first time meaning "not having had sex for awhile." I can go without sex or masterbation for about 3 days without going crazy. After that, I start getting these shivers and I start hunting.
Sometimes I want sex so bad that masterbation wont do it.
I had a lot of sex off this service (AdultFriendFinder)...the best from some I will mention here.....karmelkreme is a good example of the best one-night sex I ever had. She is a self-proclaimed cum-slut and it was wonderful. Why we didn;t hook up again, I don't know.
But that's why we're all here for, right?
I'm going to meet my girlfriend at the airport soon tonight....she's coming in from Atlanta. Her birthday is tomorrow and I set up a bed and breakfast for us for tomorrow night till saturday and another bed and breakfast sat to sunday. I plan to fuck her like no tomorrow, but she tells me she's going to Atlanta and staying for two weeks after that.
It's those two weeks that I'm already planning to fuck my brains out with the next woman until she gets back. I have to...I can't control the urge very well.
Does anyone else feel this way?
If so...how do you cope? Do you like feeding into it? Do you feel bad after you cum?
Every Blog I'll give the scoop on what i do, who I meet, how I fucked her and how I felt about it....Now, I'm not a rude fucker...I have sex, buy dinner and do the whole gentleman bit...but believe me....
... I love sex.....I need it.
2/11/2005 1:08 pm
Dude, I looked up karmelkreme, that is a profile for a dude. You might want to revise your blog, so you don't start getting a bunch of gay respondents. Just looking out.|
6/16/2005 6:18 am
Yeah...the problem is...it's actually 'karmlkreme'...minus the 'e'....thanks for looking out!|
9/7/2005 3:13 pm
I have the same addiction and I've got one fuck buddy and my wife to quell it most of the time but now I'm hunting new flesh I've calmed down alot though thats why its just two women istead of twenty but those were ther hood ratz I used to fuck when I hustled drugs so seein I dont get down like that no more but I do miss the sex and I agree masterbation does nothing but aggravate the situation for me sometimes but like I said I have gotten better with it|