Putting the pieces together  

wesintex 47M
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4/28/2006 8:20 am

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Putting the pieces together

I recently had the pleasure of hanging out with a friend of mine that I had not seen in about 3 years. The friend is a woman and a very beautiful one. She and my brother had been seeing each other and fell out of favor. She had always said that we would always be friends and you women know when a woman says that that is the kiss of death, well I am happy to say that is not the case with her. I had business in Indiana and Missouri so I stopped on the way back. My friend had put me and her best friend together and it worked out great. It was one of the better raptures in my life. My nose was wide open for the gurl...lol. The relationship continued for three years..the same amount of time the I had not seen my friend. I quized my friend what was the problem, was it me and of course the answer we all hate: nothing. Well the calls drop off and she moved away. I never found out what it was that I had done. Well on the trip back I stop to see my matchmaker and we had a great time. She informed me that my friend had asked about me and I inquired "Why" she made it known to me that she did not want to let me into her life and as I understood it that was my que to back out of it. Well my matchmaker informed me that it was deeper than that. She let me know that she had gotten married and preqnant. Well this would explain some things...lol. She let me know that she never stopped thinking about me and was afraid to tell me about the preqnancy. (it is not mine)and that she owed me an apology. Now we have all seen the scenerio played out on T.V. and how the person reacts and asks why and questions themselves, well I said I did everything I thought was correct and I had nothing to feel sorry about. Well I consider myself I pretty hard man, I can't even remember crying to many times as a young child. I have been stabbed, shot, multiple accidents, etc. When she showed me a picture of the child, I completely lose it..I started crying and a flood of emotions that I have never felt came up. It was scary as well as affirming. I couldn't believe how much I needed that and writing about this really helps. I still miss my friend but I can say that I am really happy for her and that I will always have room for her in my heart and I am rooting for her.


4/28/2006 9:52 am

puzzling or not so at times...takes a minute to see the big pic {=}

just a squirrel trying to get a nut

GoddessOfTheDawn 105F
11238 posts
4/28/2006 3:32 pm

welcome to blogging

you're a gud friend to her....

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