Is She Really Real?  

weineroftheworld 66M
107 posts
11/15/2005 9:19 pm

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Is She Really Real?

I have viewed her from afar, even though she sat right across the room. Her hair, is perfect, Her face, is perfect. Her figure, is perfect. I have watched her for nearly three years. I have not said a word. She has no idea of how I feel. She is my fantasy lunch date. I see her 3-4 days a week. She usually eats alone, as do I. I see her in Wendy's. I see her at Fazoli's. I see her at Long John Silvers. I see her at Captain Dee's. She nearly always has a salad. Sometimes she has boiled fish. She always drinks a diet coke. She never orders fries, or fried foods. Her blue eyes pierce to the soul. Her perfectly shaped lips are pouty, and desirable. I almost said something to her today. She was just in front of me when we ordered lunch. She accidently brushed my hand. I felt a jolt of electricity fire through my body. I was quiet. We have made eye contact from time to time. Never a nod of acknowledgement. Never a sign of encouragement. Will I ever speak to her? More than likely not. She is my fantasy. Would the perfection vanish if I knew her? Would I see her flaws and magnify them as I have sure magnified her perfection. She is my ideal. I don't think she would measure up to the image I have in my mind.
What should I do? Should I risk spoiling the fantasy?

slidein2meplz 62F
1994 posts
11/16/2005 1:10 am

I say...if you felt a jolt go thru you... then you need to follow thru and introduce yourself....and.....then go with the flow. You don't have anything to lose. Don't ignore those "jolts" when they happen.

My ex-boyfriend...the second he touched my hand when I first met him... I instantly knew he and I were meant to be together....and we were clear up until he 3:00am...on 11/19/95...his annivarsery is coming up in 4 days.

I knew the instant he died...I wasn't there...I wasn't with him...he had a motorcycle accident...but..I was at home...asleep..soundly...when at 3:00am...I woke up...sat right up... crying my ass off...had no clue at the time why...none.

Until later that morning....he died at 3:00am...the first time... paramedic's brought him back twice before they got him to the hospital trauma center...he died 3 more the hospital....until the last and final time.

Don't ignore the "jolt"'ll never stop wondering what if...unless you follow your gut and make that connection. Go for it.

~~~ Just me, poppin to say HI! ~~

slidein2meplz 62F
1994 posts
11/16/2005 1:12 am

damn smileys.... always show up at the worst times... all though..check it out.. they seem to be showing some sort of sorrow...shock...?? rather curious..isn't it?

~~~ Just me, poppin to say HI! ~~

tillerbabe 56F

11/16/2005 3:15 am

Electricity? This means SHE felt it too..go for it! You only live once! NO regrets!

rm_FreeLove999 46F
16127 posts
11/16/2005 11:40 pm

come on, what if all your dreams are about to come true?? come on, the gamble is worth it!!!

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rm_saintlianna 45F
15466 posts
11/19/2005 8:55 pm

A fantasy is a dream, there is no perfection, why would you want that anyway? If you like her then you accept all, perfection sucks.

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