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way2big2000 38M
18 posts
11/2/2005 2:40 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

dead


so now i'm still here. still dead still drunk still high. i know what your thinking. it's time to move on right? NO I CANT i dont want to leave her. i cant beleve this is me now. i'm the one playing sad love song's? are you shiting me? this is me now? what happened to me? i'm the one crying? fuck no this cant be me..... oh fuck it is me. i'm this now and why? is she thinking of me now or ever? you think not? you think you know me? i dont think so. you want to see what i'm realy about? you want to see the pain? you want to see the the rage? you want to see my hate? you want to see what it's like to live in hell? you want to see the real me/ sorry i dont know the real me anymore. all i know is the way that i now have to die. i'm ready. cant go on any longer. this shit is to much to live with. i cant have her then i dont want anything! time to die! see you in the next life! i loved you always. i'll miss you forever.

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