and so now what?????  

way2big2000 38M
18 posts
11/30/2005 12:57 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

and so now what?????


and so now what? what the fuck is no you know what I'm not even going to start that shit again. I'm sick of being sad I'm sick of all the shit i don't want to bitch about it anymore......i know it's over and i know i will never see her and so it's time to get on with it don't you think? well i do but I'm sorry i am not Abel. this pain is to much i think there is only one way out........and i think it's about time that i give that some thought....
so I'm going to think now by-by

RockURWorld269 44F

12/3/2005 4:09 am

If you end it, you let her win. Not knowing why, not knowing the answers to your questions, and the pain of being rejected is unbearable. I do know about that. It's been 5 years for me, and it is still hard, but I have a kid with my ex. You really need to consume yourself with things that make you happy and try not to focus on it like the person in the post before had said. If you have family or friends, surround yourself with them or try to get out and start meeting other people. It will not be easy at first, but sometimes when we are so far down in a deep darkness, we have to force ourselves to do things that we don't want to.


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