Wash Over Me  

watchmesquirm 45F  
95 posts
3/4/2006 11:23 am

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6/9/2007 8:20 pm

Wash Over Me

I feel so lonely. With this loneliness there is much self reflection and introspection - which is very important and very needed. It is not an emptiness... rather it is a really full therapuetic sadness.


I have gobs of friends. A couple of part-time lovers. A rewarding career. I am happy with who I am as a person. I have a loving family.

So see? It is not so bad, even though it feels like it. I will be okay.


watchmesquirm 45F  
99 posts
3/5/2006 12:30 pm

I am still sad today- Sunday. I don't know what is wrong with me. I am dying for a companion. Someone to love me and enjoy me and accept me. I am at such a loss right now. A loss of what? one might wonder. I don't know exactly. I just feel very hopeless. And to know me is to know that this is very unusual.


MyRealLoverOne 45M

3/6/2006 5:27 pm

My dear one, at times like these...I try to take some time away and reflect on what is going on in my heart and head. Wishing you well sweet one!


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