Kiss Off  

watchmesquirm 46F  
95 posts
10/6/2005 8:39 pm

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Kiss Off

I met my first love on the first day of school my junior year. I was taking a class titled the “Theory and Practice of Argument”. I took a seat in the center of the room, took out my notebook and awaited the professor. He showed up a few minutes late looking a little disheveled with a brown curly hair mop top and big brown eyes. I remember thinking how unconventional he seemed for a Big 10 University Professor.

He looked at the room and smiled broadly as he introduced himself and the subject of his passion - argument. His eyes landed on me and my heart skipped a beat as I enthusiastically listened to this man unveil his master plan to get everyone to believe everything he said. It was truly amazing. I fell in love with him at that very moment.

It was many months after the end of the class that I ran into my professor on the street. We stopped and exchanged a very brief embrace. He asked me how I was doing and we made small talk as we walked along. One thing led to another and we found ourselves sharing a pint of beer at a local pub. He found me to be beautiful and bright... I found him to be sexy and smart.... and this found us in bed.

We fell madly in love with each other and so we decided to play house. Poetry and mad passionate lovemaking were the norm in our bohemian rented bungalow. It probably comes as no surprise that our relationship was doomed from the start. An unknowingly naive 22-year-old co-ed and her 38-year-old sexy academic are not exactly a match made in heaven. He was always smarter, wittier, better read, more cultured and more experienced than me. But when it was good it was great.... especially the sex.

My lover broke up our tumultuous and passionate relationship before I had the chance to. We were both tremendously sad to part ways but we knew that it was inevitable. On my move out day we fucked each other so hard, so furiously. There was no discussion, no doubt.... we simply clung to each other tightly and fucked like animals. Afterwards we both wept. I recall he kissed the tears from my face and we shared words of love with each other. We got dressed and he helped me carry the last of my items to the car. We hugged and kissed again before I got in and he closed my door. I waived goodbye and was gone... forever.

I am surprised how often I think about him after all of these years. I never talked to him after that strange and sexy day nor have I had break up sex since. It felt so right at the time to share in that wanton exchange, but I simply cannot imagine it feeling natural now.

Break up sex.... the ultimate kiss off?

rm_YourManInMn 45M
8 posts
10/6/2005 9:18 pm

WOW. That's just amazing. Not only is that quite a story, but it's also some incredible writing. It's obvious that you're a passionate person - in all respects.

I don't know how to even respond. I'm still in amazement. lol At the very least, you have a great story to reflect on.

Break up sex; never done it. That's a new concept, I'll have to remember that one.

rockwriter58 56M
1389 posts
10/8/2005 5:55 pm

Oh, break up sex. It has been awhile but I've done that too. Except the last person I had that experience with kept wanting to get back together with me. Then I would relent. Then we'd breakup. And have breakup sex again. Luckily, the last time we fell out that did not happen. Otherwise, I'd still be in that strange cycle.


watchmesquirm 46F  
99 posts
10/9/2005 3:15 pm

Rockwriter58- I actually thought of you today! I was shopping and all of a sudden the song, "Break up to Makeup" by the Stylistics popped into my head. I thought about your comment and the fact that you are a musicy (yes, I actually just made up that word) kind of guy. Kind of funny the impact we end up having on each other.

Glad I joined this blog community.

WellhungTrigger 43M
282 posts
10/9/2005 4:54 pm

Break up sex is some of the best... It kinda says, yeah, we don't need to see each other anymore, but yet, Wow you were really good in bed, and good to me! It's probably wrong but hey, who knows when the next time will be? Heck with it!

Break up sex.... Mmmm yummy.

CherryCurious 47F
186 posts
10/23/2005 12:08 pm

my first love was 6th grade, i didn't meet him again for 10years and he wanted me to do lines of coke and him and his girlfriend. love stinks

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