CD in PA: Life goes on and on and on...  

warloga85 45M
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8/10/2006 9:08 am

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CD in PA: Life goes on and on and on...

At the beginning of 2006 I was in a position to do something a little different and was given an opportunity to look at my life as only someone as crazy and wacked-out as me can. I did some soul-searching and learned that I was "this close" to a really going crazy.

I'm better now!

I have accepted my life the way it is, because, for better or worse, this is the life I have created. Shit happens, for sure, but accidents don't define who a person is, and they certainly do not define me.

I am a Crossdresser with issues. I don't dress "all-out" 24/7. In fact, I hardly ever dress from head to toe in girlie clothes. Most of the time it's just stockings and panties, and that's good enough. I love wearing stockings nearly every day under my jeans, even on these hot sticky days of summer! I got bummed-out the other day when the wife came home and I had to change because I was comfortable.

On occasion I like to wear a skirt and heels, sometimes a corset, sometimes not. I don't bother with make-up at the moment but I look forward to playing around with it to see what I would look like if I tried hard enough.

Bottom line is that I accept that I'm a CD and I like it. I don't hurt nobody, and really, they're just clothes!

But wearing lingerie isn't everything that I am. I'm a real person, and real people can be complicated, and I am, without doubt, no exception to that rule. After being alive for 30-some years (not that I'm embarrassed by my age, it's just that I don't care enough to worry how old I am and it's never been important to me) and talking to people (who doesn't like a good conversation) I realize that I have a unique outlook on life that I actually live by.

I'm not prejudice against anyone. Skin color, nationality, sexual preference... none of that bothers me when I'm dealing with someone one-on-one, because it's what is inside that counts most. I scratch my head when someone has a biased view on people based on WHAT they are rather than WHO they are. How can you possibly LOOK at someone and decide you know everything there is to know about them? That's not only bigotry, but it's stupid! I have gotten along fine with people from all walks of life, regardless of what they are, because deep down inside, they're still people, just like me!

For a long time now, to go in a completely different direction, I've been struggling to find a feminine name for myself, something that reflects who I am when I am really into dressing. I'm starting to think I won't find a name that I'll ever be happy with, as long as I keep looking at real female names. And as I typed this very paragraph you're reading right now, I think I figured it out. I think I know now what I would like to be referred to as, because it fits, and because it isn't a real girl's name:
Miss B Haven!
"Miss B" likes to have fun, is playful, tries to be sexy, loves wearing slutty clothes and taking pictures, likes flirting with men and other Crossdressers and the like, and thinks about sex A LOT! "Miss B" isn't around everyday, as I have other things I have to do, and a lot of stuff I love to do. In fact, it's been a while now since Miss B Haven has popped-out to have fun, but that's the way life is.

So there we are. I finally have a name!

sim87 41M

8/15/2006 9:45 am

bravo to you Miss B! you go girl

rm_girl_or_boy 41M
61 posts
8/16/2006 9:34 am

hi ya hun,

good to read a blog from you again. I shall be writting again soon, but have just come back off my hols.

all the best


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