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A tale of a cronic masterbater
 
A blog of a virgin male, who finds his only comfort in getting off.
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another meme
Posted:Sep 9, 2006 1:48 pm
Last Updated:Mar 28, 2024 3:21 am
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1. Have you ever been turned on by a person and/or situation that you knew was bad for you? Please give details.

2. Have you ever had sex with a person you knew was bad for you? Details!

3. Are you now involved with a person who is bad for you? What, if anything, are you going to do about that?

4. Have you ever dumped someone who was good for you because they were good for you? Please discuss.

5. Do you think I would be good or bad for you? Why?

6. What is the naughtiest thing you've ever done in a public place?

7. What is the hottest sexual thing you've ever done that you vow never to do again?

8. Do you think I would be better with my tongue, my fingers, or my cock? Why?

9. Say something that would make me blush.

10. Say something that would turn me on.

11. Will you post this in your blog so I can fantasize about you a little?
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Last nights dream brought to you by Sci-fi channel
Posted:Sep 9, 2006 1:22 pm
Last Updated:Mar 28, 2024 3:21 am
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Seems to be running theme in my dreams the last couple nights is science fiction related material. Perhaps I've been watching sci-fi channel to much of late. Well this one was very much a weird meshing of the star trek universe and day to day living, another theme of late. Sci-fi future tech based in modern environs I know.

Where my memory of the dream begins vs what had probly gone on prior to my being able to recall what I dreamt. It begins with myself lying against a wall, I'm squirming as I'm being passionatly and expertly being given a blowjob. After I blow my load the woman stands shes wearing a uniform of some one of high rank. We kiss, and cuddle for a few pressious moments before she looks into my eyes seeming not to want to say what we both knew she had to say. She ordered me back to my post, I exited her cabin discreatly through the back. I realized as I looked out a window we were on some sort of ship just out side earths atmosphere. I smiled it was a buetifull sight. I walked down the hall running into a couple cadets who saluted me, looking into the glass to my side I realized that I was wearing a uniform a what must of been a sgt. equivilent rank. I saluted back and one chimed up asking why the capt. was always so hard on me. I replied, knowing i was lying, that it was because we were acadamy buddies and she has to be harder on me while on duty or have it misconstrued as favortism for a friend. It seemed to placate them, I smiled as I walked past them thinking if only they knew the real reason. My work day played out in fast forward going about my duties, flying a ship for patrol and so on. I returned to my cabin to find my captain waiting for me in my bed with only her captains hat on. She ordered me into bed which I was more then willing to do, we huged kissed and then my alarm clock went off just as it was getting really intresting.
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dreams
Posted:Sep 8, 2006 12:13 pm
Last Updated:Sep 8, 2006 1:11 pm
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Well last night my dreams ran the gamet. First it start off with my in a room chatting with old friends, people I havent seen in years but if I did I would hug them and buy them a beer. The conversation seemed to be about me, my guess was my subconsience was trying to tell me something but I can't rember what we talking about other then it being about me.

random images, random images, random places, random places. That went on for what seemed a while.

Settling down it coellessed into an odd sci-fi meets my daily life. It was my world, my life, but like 100 years more advanced. From flying cars to holograms you name it, I felt like I was walking through my own blade runner adventure. It was here that my dirty side of my brain kicked in. I walked around for a while till I ran into a lady I seemed to know, we talked while heading down a street. We arived at what must of have been her place since she used a key to get in. Once we were inside and the door was closed I was on top of her covering her in kisses which she gave back passionatly, it was a slow build. We would kiss then tear off some of our clouths, kiss then tear off some more. Doing this till we were both naked, she pushed me on to my back and I just let her ride me. The more she had controll of the situation the hotter and more turned on she got, she would tell me what to do next as I followed her insturctions the more wet and loader she would moan. I'd like to say how the dream finnished but my alarm went off leaving me wide awake with a raging hard on to deal with.
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If you and I were lovers...
Posted:Sep 8, 2006 9:36 am
Last Updated:Sep 9, 2006 1:22 pm
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If you and I were lovers...

1. Would you take charge, want me to take charge, or a little of both?

2. Would you rather make love to me, fuck me or a little of both?

3. Would you ever whisper freaky shit in my ear? If so...when would you be likely to be a whisper freak?

4. Would you talk ever dirty to me? What's your idea of dirty anyway?

5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue?

6. Would you make love to me with your mouth until I begged you for more and then not stop or would you rather not please me orally?

7. Would it scare you if I squirted all over your face? Your hands? Your cock?

8. Would you want to penetrate me with your cock? Your tongue? Your hands? Anything else?

9. Do you love me shaved or think I need to grow hair? Would you wanna shave me? Shower me? Bathe me?

10. Would you take off all ur clothes for me? Anywhere I wanted you to? Would you like it if I took off all of my clothes for you?

11. Would you lick and bite me all over? Would you tease me? How would you tease me?

12. Would you like 4play 4hours or are you a get straight to the point kind of lover?

13. Would you take ur time if I asked you to or would you explode if you had to use control on yourself?

14. What kind of play gives you the most pleasure?

15. What's your favorite time of day to play?

16. Would u want to go fast or slow?

17. Are you loud or quiet?

18. Would you let me pleasure you for hours with my hands and my mouth if I wanted to? Anywhere I wanted to?

19. Would you want to see me dressed in a particular fashion? Privately? Publicly?

20. Do you think that you could carry me to the land of orgasms? Multiple orgasms?

21. Would u fall asleep when we were done?

22. Would you be upset if I woke you up in the middle of the night, fucked or sucked your brains out and then let you go back to sleep?

23. Are u gonna re-post these questions so I can answer them for you?
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Feelin good
Posted:Sep 7, 2006 5:14 am
Last Updated:Sep 8, 2006 9:36 am
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I think/hope this run of overly horny is over for the time being. Since yesterday I finnaly feel normal. Not like I'm out of controll horny weather awake or asleep. Last night I had some fairly normal non sexual dreams. It was actually a nice change of pace. I also woke up feeling refreshed this morning not tired, horny and flustered.
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yet another dirty dream.
Posted:Sep 6, 2006 3:28 pm
Last Updated:Sep 8, 2006 12:05 am
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Well going to sleep horny help... I ended up having a very intense dream about another one of my co-workers. A sexy latin bomb shell with at least a DDD chestsize, this is the first time shes popped into any of my dreams and it was really intense. We were in a secluded area where she was using her breasts to rub me off all the while we just talked dirty to each other till I eventually cummed. Surprisingly I've woken up feeling refreshed and not horny. Now if only that happened everyday in real life or dreams
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*head desk*
Posted:Sep 6, 2006 1:27 pm
Last Updated:Sep 6, 2006 1:40 pm
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erg... still horny. Got off watched some tv, and I'm hard as a rock again. sigh, truly this can not be normal. I think its time for some sleep and trying not to think about it...

I thought I might add this egoish boosting comment. A very cute asian lesbian friend of mine, who I think likes to poke at me for being single. Said I looked really good today, and not in the joke mocking fashion of a friend but a geniune nice comment. Now if only she was strait... *sigh*
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horny still.
Posted:Sep 6, 2006 11:42 am
Last Updated:Sep 6, 2006 1:21 pm
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Gah, went through work today with nothing but sex on the brain. The college I attend and work at has almost no bad looking chics who attend it and I swear every hot Interior Design student in my school walked into buy tag board, which requires them bending over and grabing it out of a lower rack. Each time I found my self absorb with just staring at there ass as they grabbed the tag board *beats head against table*. I was horny this morning but now I'm even more turned on then when I got up! I think I'm going to watch some porn, get off and grab some sleep before I have to turn around and be in class for 5 hours.

any one know if this sort of thing comes in cycles or something? If I masterbate anymore I might just rub it off and not in a good way
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perhaps I'm just jaded?
Posted:Sep 6, 2006 5:35 am
Last Updated:Sep 12, 2006 5:32 pm
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I place a high value on any person whom I consider a true friend. I know a lot of people and many I consider good aquantencies but its a rare one I think of as a friend. Which is part of why I have a hard time asking out girls I know. I always seem to have an easier time of it when its a woman I dont know as well.
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standup guy
Posted:Sep 6, 2006 5:18 am
Last Updated:Sep 6, 2006 5:19 am
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Grr... went to sleep horny, wild guess as to what I did to get to sleep. Woke up more horny then when I went to sleep even after having gotten off. What is it with the these last few months. I swear it doesent matter how many times in a day I just have been getting more and more horny. This is driving me nuts, I swear if this keeps up I'm just going to develop a 24/7 hard on.
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Wet Dreams
Posted:Sep 5, 2006 8:02 pm
Last Updated:Sep 8, 2006 12:08 am
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In my first post I mentioned dreams. So I figured I would ellaborate for thouse that care. I havent had particulery erotic dreams since puberty and for that matter its rare for me to even remeber the dreams I do have short of me waking up in the middle of them. But for about the last 3-4 months, I have been having some really intense erotic dreams where I can feel, smell and touch as if I was really there. Its incredibly intense, to the point of a few occasions I've woken up and had to get off in the middle of the night because i'm just that horny and can't stop thinking about the dream that I had.

The co-worker whos been poping up in my dreams is a cute girl about 4-5 years younger then my self. The last dream I had about blew my mind, we were at work. It was late and we had to finnish stocking the books on the shelves for the next school semester. We head in back and I can't hold back I kiss her, half expecting to be slapped and indeed I am after which she passionatly kisses me on the lips. We begin to make love in the storage room/my bosses office, which brings a level of hottness as we fuck knowing that at any moment our boss could walk back into the store and catch us using her office. We passionatly have sex till we both cum, after which we kiss then go back to stocking books as if nothing happened. my boss walks in and gives us an odd look not long after which I wake up.

Its these kinds of dreams that are making my job very "difficult" when I look at her and rember these intese dreams. I know people not just on lj and here have said be more open but its very difficult to open up when you have been shot down so many times before. I know I'm not bad looking nor am I a super model, but it does damage the ego everytime. The last time I made out with a woman was at a party and lots of drinking was involved, yes acholo is the great social grease that gets people talking but still I'd rather have a more connected realtionship than that.
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first entry - Frustration.
Posted:Sep 5, 2006 6:00 pm
Last Updated:Sep 6, 2006 1:53 pm
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Well lets see what can I say. Since puberty set in I've been a giant ball of sexual frustration. I get the whole line all the time from my friends, sex will find you when you stop looking for it.... I stopped looking a while ago... hell I've given up hope. My love life is a desert, barren and non supportive of growth. That said I like any man with no woman as so many before have turned to masturbation to vent my sexual frustration. Since I started college at the age of 19 I've found that I have only gotten more horny over time.

Now at the age of 24 I feel like I could damn near explode, I feel like I just look at a woman and I get turned on. Its bothersome in that I've always prided myself on self control and a at least trying to have a fairly disciplined mind. I've always inscribe to the belief that the mind controls all things. But in the last year I've found it increasingly more difficult to ignore my sexual energy I suppose would be the easiest way to put it.

I feel bad, I work in a bookstore at the college I attend and all my co-workers but one are women. All of them by what makes me interested in a woman are extremely attractive. One in particular who I've known as long as I've worked there now almost 3 years now, has been finding her way into my dreams. Which is really becoming a nuisance since I work with her everyday and when I see her I almost immediately begin to imagine her nude or with me doing sexual acts. I've taken to trying to ignore her or refrain from looking at her to much as I don't want to be flustered or get flush in the face while on the job. Nothing more embarrassing then having a hard-on while trying to sell someone books for there classes.

My boss is an extremely hot and very married woman, who oddly enough I haven't really fantasied about all. I think its due to the fact that after 3 years I've grown to look at her almost as family a sort of sudo sister as it were.

A tale of the great cock block, I figured to lay to rest any thoughts that I've truly given up trying to get laid I thought I'd post this little tid-bit. Last January I met a woman shes 3 years older then my self and we spent an entire weekend hanging out at an event for geeks being held at a hotel. We were totally trashed and went back to her room when one of her friends decided to tag along and proceeded to cock block me the rest of the night I went back to my room with her number and alone. We still chat but she lives a couple states away, I do have an invite to visit but I don't think I will ever go. The thought of going to visit hanging out and then not getting laid would just destroy me. I enjoy her company as a good friend now but I don't think I could take being given the couch from her while at her place.

Well thats my long sad plight. Stay tuned and I'll write more on my lack of any love life other then myself.
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