Slippy-Sticky Balance.  

waggypolly 71F
7449 posts
1/17/2006 6:29 am

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Slippy-Sticky Balance.

I did it! I refused to comply with my own stickiness; I sent Midge packing! That was the first time I successfully resisted being sucked along by that sticky person, taking pleasure in being close to him, wanting the glue to stick faster and faster. I made the decision to remove myself from a space where I would only feel longing and hurt, where I was constantly jealous because I knew I was not getting enough of what I wanted from the situation. I instantly felt freed, free. Then I felt sad, but I didn’t change my mind. I saw that he didn’t really want to be with me, that he was only being gracious in making the offer ‒ or perhaps he really didn’t know how to say no.

But freeing myself like that didn’t mean I stopped caring; I didn't slide right into total slipperiness. There remained a special quality, a deep commitment to friendship. But I was able to look elsewhere again. I was beginning to get the balance better.

This is Polly, still Wagging
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angelofmercy5 58F
17881 posts
1/17/2006 8:41 am

Polly...these last few blogs of yours has kept me thinking about myself, and certain situations. I like that! But congratulations! It sounds like you are doing a good job balancing you life. And why not? You are a very special person!

LadySunrise 33F  
2432 posts
1/17/2006 9:15 am

well congrats to you!!

i have been there...not too long ago either. the funny thing is my whole acceptance of keeping him in my life as a friend, made him open up and see me for the awesome woman i am!! now after i detached myself from falling...well i think he is feeling what i did makes me wonder just how powerful love really is!!

he blames me for his feelings, should it be a compliment or an insult?? just when i was letting go, just when i was moving on, releasing the pain....

the amazing thing, i would have been a total wreck of it was the old me...i would have went on shutdown, i would not be smiling. i would not be so daring, i would have hidden everything. wore a mask!!!

sorry to vent!!

glad that you made it!!! its encouraging!!

live more, laugh often, love much

rm_bob6969Aloha 69M
129 posts
1/17/2006 10:18 am

Good for you Polly, keep on wagging and Fly solo for awhile and enjoy it.

rm_FreeLove999 46F
16127 posts
1/17/2006 11:12 am

ok, how, how, how, do you mirror me?? i couldn't answer the previous one, because you were freaking me out too much and my heart was pounding in my chest. and you just did it again!

[blog freelove999]

interested13563 53M
2557 posts
1/17/2006 4:11 pm

I like the artwork....

rm_anacortes 74M
2850 posts
1/17/2006 5:00 pm

Way to go!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hang in there...

sexymermaid6956 62F
26390 posts
1/18/2006 4:47 pm

congrats..i can only think of the think wonderful for you...enjoy your freedom and fly ...


Seduce my mind and my body

happyladychat 47F
3740 posts
1/18/2006 11:49 pm

Polly, that's nice, wish I'm as strong as you. Regardless, I'm happy for you.

Make it your challenge.... turn me ON!!

hooks1952 64M

1/19/2006 6:34 am

freedom can have it's advantages and disadvantages , how I sometimes long for a lady to come by and just shoot the bull but after being burnt so bad on my last relationship I am scared to let them past that barrier that I have put up.

sexymermaid6956 62F
26390 posts
1/20/2006 8:39 am

well i feel to me it is just the ability to be youself


Seduce my mind and my body

rm_papy_ 51F
169 posts
1/24/2006 1:36 am

glad to see you have emerged as one with midge,better times from now on

rm_FreeLove999 46F
16127 posts
1/24/2006 4:06 am

hey, my account expired so can't send you a message. can you get hold of me on YIM please .... i need to ask you something.

[blog freelove999]

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