Well so far no banned words...  

vrec_dawn 40M
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6/29/2005 4:17 pm

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Well so far no banned words...

Okay, so maybe it was just a freaking weird server goof. Anywho, I'm starting to wonder if I am bi or something. I mean I've always been a fairly unusual of balance between masculine and feminine, but I just can't look at a man and think "ooooh!" It just isn't in me. (Or at least I haven't found the right man.)

But at the same time I can like totally want to play a little back there some times. But the thought of real intercourse like that scares me.

And on rare occasion I can even imagine sucking a guy off and think of what a cool power trip that'd be. Only I don't picture the whole guy ... just the fun part. And it's more the thought of control that gets me excited.

But I'm perfectly happy (well, except for the immediate complaints below) being a guy and definately like being with women. So I just totally don't get it. Maybe I've just spent too many past lives being both men and women to really know what the heck to do with myself. **shrug**

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