|Blogs > vrec_dawn > The DAWN Of Something New!|
Fun With Toys!
Fun With Toys!
**ROFLMAO** So this morning I woke up, and figured what the hell, no time like the present. So I popped in my new vid, got out my new toy, and enjoyed. Twice. Whoo-hoo!
While I doubt any toy will ever manage to even feel the same as the real thing (and for that matter never give the opportunity for touching, response, or even emotions) I have to say that it sure as hell beats Ol' Lefty. I think I have a new girlfriend. Ah, the joys of modern technology.
And I have to say I feel better watching porn where I'm at least assured that the women are enjoying themselves. Sometimes I feel bad for them because it seems like they're not really enjoying it so much as just playing up to the camera. Where at least in this one you gotta figure they're enjoying themselves. Can you fake a squirting orgasm?
And am I the only guy in the world that would give a fig about the women in porn movies having real orgasms instead of fake ones? Sometimes I think I must be broken.
Now, if only that darn divorce could get finalized so I can get back to the real thing...
I miss touching.
Is that weird? Not kissing, not ___ing, but just touching. (Well, I miss the others too of course, just only slightly less I guess.) At least I've friends I can still connect with. You know, with verbal intercourse. Goddess knows that had been missing from my marriage for years. So it's nice to have that back at least. But damned if I don't miss touching. Holding hands, running fingers along smooth skin, snuggling up at night and falling asleep ... touching. Is that weird or what?
Hmm ... I think I need a cold shower now. I'm going to be haunted all day.
7/16/2006 5:26 pm
erg... I miss those things, too....|
been thinking lately I might take a break from being a notch in other ppl's bedposts.... that I MIGHT actually try dating again.... who knows...? it could work, but this IS me we are talking about here... oi...
good luck with yer's