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Suddenly I'm feeling pretty ... blah.
There's a M&G in Mad City tonight. I only just found out. I could go. But ... blah. It's in a club and I just don't feel like loud music tonight. Actually, I don't really feel group social either. Maybe, maybe, one on one social. Maybe a meaningful conversation would be okay. But ... meh. Why bother? I think I'll just be antisocial tonight. Maybe even go to bed early.
The funny thing is (ha ha), I don't even know what's got me down all of the sudden.
But then sometimes I just feel like that. Just suddenly hit by depression for no real reason.
I'd hoped that the depressing marriage or the lack of physical activity were to blame. But I guess not. Maybe I'll always be that way. Just sometimes struck down without a moment's notice for no other reason than because.
At least now that I'm being healthy I'll try to stay away from eating everything in sight. I've lost so much weight. Damn if I want to screw that up.
Not the greatest way to kick off a three day weekend. Here's hoping, faithful reader, that you're feeling better than me. Or is that I?
5/26/2006 6:33 pm
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