A Danger Unto Myself  

vrec_dawn 39M
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3/11/2006 12:22 pm
A Danger Unto Myself

If my pathetic poetry wasn't clear enough, I will illuminate. I want sex. I want it so badly I can taste it. Literally. For hours my mind has been tricking me into thinking that the wetness of a woman is upon my tongue. I want it so badly.

But as strange as it may seem to be on AdultFriendFinder and not be looking for sex, that's me. At least for right now.

I just don't think my heart could take it. Not physically, emotionally. I know that giving in to that desire at this moment would wound me deeply right now. No matter how much I want it.

I don't know what's going on today. I don't know why this is hitting me so hard. But ye gods, it's enough to make me cry. Something so beautiful, and yet so dangerous to me right now. It's just not fair. I long for the day when I can just enjoy such simple pleasures without this pain.

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