Leave that one Emotion out of the Experience  

volcanoinu23 52M
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6/9/2005 10:01 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Leave that one Emotion out of the Experience

In my conservative little world, sex was supposed to be associated with love and commitment. I had heard about places where people just had sex for fun. What a great concept, but in my world, it just couldn’t be a reality. Many years ago, my wife started to become angry when I wanted to have sex. In the last year or so we came to an agreement. I could go out and satisfy my insatiable hunger for the physical touch of a woman and she wouldn’t become embittered at me for always wanting to be touched. It was agreed, that we would have a “don’t ask, don’t tell” policy on any encounters we may have.

While not the first time since I started participating in AdultFriendFinder, a week ago today, I met and spent the night with another woman. She was beautiful, sensual and generous with her sexual favors. One thing dawned on me though. I had entered a world of commitment free, consensual sex. It was an unusual place to be for someone like me to be. Sex brings out emotions by the dozens, but I now have to concentrate and keep them in check. My touch may be sensual and even mistaken for love but here must be a certain “distance” required. From this point on, I may have beautiful friendships and perhaps take them to the grave, but I may never tell another woman how much I truly appreciate them. The word of course to be avoided here is love. That is reserved for my beautiful wife of 15 years.


rm_DearestSanta 52F

7/30/2005 9:38 am

I've just spent more than an hour reading some of your writings. (and it's way past my bedtime here)Thank you. Very interesting... open minded/hearted and wonderfuly written.
Hope you don't mind but I'm feeling compelled to check in now and again and see what life is dishing up for you. One night when my grey cells are more active I hope I may contribute some worthwhile comments.
Once again thank you for some very interesting night time reading.
regards
dearestsanta


volcanoinu23 52M

7/31/2005 6:19 am

DearestSanta:

I am honored that you would consider my witings of value. Thanks for visiting and please do return as often as you would like!


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