I Dont Know..  

vacatedpup 53F
89 posts
7/12/2006 6:39 pm

Last Read:
10/10/2006 6:50 am

I Dont Know..


I don't know where these feelings come from and I have no excuse
Are you my fate
my lover or
just the picture I use
my imagination plays tricks on my mind
all the shadows of the past left behind
come alive in the middle of the night it seems
with your image invading my dreams
cruel and heartbreaking, what have I done
to deserve your pain and not another one
are you haunting me?
are you all I can see?
I look at you and know pictures lie
because in reality you would not be mine
and not the one who I would go to
with all the pain that I've gone through
wanna leave this all behind
while my friends seem to be blind
I can't go on like this anymore
cause you're not the one that I ador


voyeur4t8 68M
38 posts
7/22/2006 9:04 pm

Pup....

Lovely words...but - are you happy ???


vacatedpup 53F

7/23/2006 1:14 pm



IS ANYBODY EVER TRUELY HAPPY..??? i REALLY DONT HAVE AN ANSWER TO IF IM HAPPY OR NOT..NUMB MIGHT BE A BETTER WORD TO DESCRIBE ME...


rm_seas1000 54M

7/30/2006 4:42 am

NUMBNESS CAN B CURED...LOOK @ MY PROFILE AN MESSAGE I SENT U,SEAS 1000...ALL THIS CAN B CURED....DROP A LINE 2 MY HANDLE..


lordsabio 48M  
12 posts
8/15/2006 7:37 am

There is a loneliness in these words, but not a regular loneliness its one were you are in a crowd yet feel alone, you scream yet noone hears. Makes want to reach out and hold you.


vacatedpup 53F

8/16/2006 6:04 am

No one can hear me...thats what I feel all the time..!!
the person I long to hold and to be held by, I miss dearly or maybe I miss the thought of him wanting me, needing me!! even if it was just for pleasure not Love. Thanks for writing , .. and for hearing me......


rm_Temmy25 51M

8/28/2006 4:28 pm

Honey you do what you have to do to be happy. Theres nothing wrong with looking for someone who will make u feel wanted. I wish u the best and hope we can be friends.
Tim


sixshooter693 72M
203 posts
10/9/2006 9:26 am

there are girls that live in a vacumn and there are girls who step out of that vacumn. which do u prefer.


vacatedpup 53F

10/10/2006 6:50 am


I TEND TO THINK OF MYSELF LIVING OUTSIDE ANY BOX OR VACUMN...MOST DAYS ANYWAY


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