Since You've Been Gone  

uhate2luvmee 35F
54 posts
5/9/2005 3:19 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Since You've Been Gone

I inhale slowly and exhale carefully, as not to be obvious
about my hyperventilating as the phone continues to ring...
it's been 3 months since we last talked. I had JUST accepted
the fact that you weren't going to call or answer my
calls... I was even going hours at a time without your face
running through my head or remembering how great we were
when we were a "we". Why now? Could you sense
my withdrawal? Were you afraid you might actually be losing
me this time? The sad thing is, it's not that you want
me - because we both know you don't... it's that
you love me to love you and don't want to lose the safety
net I provide you with when you start to get nervous about
being alone. You rebuild your self confidence at the expense
of mine... but not anymore! I will let the voicemail pick
up the call and enjoy the new ringtone I picked out for you
since we split: "Since You've Been Gone"
by Kelly Clarkson.
* Since you've been gone, I can breathe for
the first time. I'm so moving on. Thanks to you, now
I get, what I want. Since you've been gone"*

WitchyByNature 49F

5/10/2005 11:01 pm

Right on!!

Been there done that. Listening to the ringing phone, knowing his voice is right there, letting it go to voice mail. Very few people in the world can understand the will power required.

ByteChaser2 53M

6/3/2005 9:23 am

Mine won't ring anymore... Her ring tone is "So Much for my Happy Ending". One of these days, I'll have to break down and delete that number... Sigh

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