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The Way I Hurt
The Way I Hurt
Can’t stop the crying, the pain, the screaming.
I catch myself thinking of you, just daydreaming.
My nights, I suffer through them; I can’t sleep.
Cause I’m reminiscing of you & it makes me weep.
I don’t know whether to regret my history.
Or cherish my memories.
Cause without you in my life there is no me.
The world is big enough to be lonely in.
Despite the fact of how many people are suffering.
I suffer day in & day out.
It seems like suffering is all I am about.
I’m going crazy cause I suffer from memories.
I can’t tell the difference between a dream & reality.
I close my eyes for a spilt second & you are here.
Until opening, I search to find you but see you nowhere...
I hear you call my name & I turn to respond.
But when I turn around what I hear is gone…
Far from noticing you are too.
I wish we could rendezvous,
But that’s one fantasy that won’t be coming true.
I’m going crazy, I know for a fact.
Today I look in the mirror & my reflection didn’t look back.
My mending is descending; I have no reality.
Pain keeps transcending into more & more of a memory.
Of what was use to be; use to be you & me.
Destining to be with you again.
I don’t know where I am going & I’m not sure where I’ve been.
Am I blinded by youth or I can’t marinate the truth?
Truth of me trying to embrace a phase,
Trying to hold on to something that wasn’t meant to be.
I am responsible for my own action,
I will pay the price with my insanity.
This is my darkest hour & I’m not sure if I might make it through.
Nothing is more painful realizing you was the world to me, but I was nothing to you…
So yeah tell me what you think..I write alot..abot different topics so leave a comment if you want
7/29/2005 9:45 am
wow that is sure a deep poem I can write like that too but you are good you should maybe write a book of poems and see what happens.|
take care cutie
8/9/2005 11:14 am
Hey hun why so blue? That was a really good poem. Deep for sure. Keep doing what ya doing boo. Take care. Oh and love the pic. You are a cutie.|