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my personal campaigns
my personal campaigns
i wanted to post something last night.but as usual there's always something or someone disturbing me.i had my eight hours work in a good mood but taking the train to go back to my base('cause i should call it "the house without love" .i was hassled by messages on my mobile.
it's difficult to write something while a meter away behind the wall at the back of this pc,a hammer is banging continuosly due to repairing works done.ahahaha you see destiny?two years ago...it happened to me as well.it was january.and for ten days we had no toilet working.can you imagine it?boiling water the last two days ('cause the assholes broke even the gas pipe)in order to wash my daughter,and personal cleaning.nobody even asked us if we might needed(just for the kid at least)some help.a week with 13 degrees at home!!!!my daughter was laughing all the way at the situation.it was a sort of "home camping".WELL,now it's someone else's turn.no pity!
ah ! the personal campaigns...i was forgetting (But this hammer really disturbs!!!!).
the last three important affairs i had were lived when the spark was put out as...:the vietnam war;el alamein;and stalingrad.if you now a bit of history...you can imagine which differences stand between oneanother.the different sufferings,climax,psicological effects,.one big personal difference.the first i survived and won but no hero's welcome.the second a sort of truce including mental imprisonment.the third ...the biggest defeat ever had,including passing the enemy lines and lost myself in mental steppe.
now, i wonder.....when is that part of me mentally fighting that i just can't result as that japanese sargeant that continued in thinking that the war wasn't over even if finished since 30 years????
thanks to cats. i've learned a new word.sabbatical.it's a good idea.but i've read this morning that it was usually a year every seven.can you resist for so long?????ahahah smack.smack.smack. my mood is getting better.and now....jogging.if not mentally...at least phisically keeping fit is important!!!!