another silent night  

truthful_heart 54F
1 posts
5/28/2005 8:03 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

another silent night

sometimes the silence around me seems to consume my being, it has been so long since Ihave seen anyone that I wonder if I ever will again.

It seems as though there is nothing in my life but work and silence, It is sad when coming home is so dreaded and work is the only social encounter one has.

The more I self anaylize the more I realize there is no passion in my spirit anymore, no desire to do anything but wake, go through the motions of living and then end the day with a few restless moments of slumber, I know there has to be more out there but for the life of me I can not figure out how to get past that, and the longer it goes on the further and further disassociated I seem to become with the real world of people.

sexstarvedkitten 69F
2 posts
5/29/2005 3:51 am

try it 24/7 at least you get out to work. the only place I go is to see the doctor or the hospital to get my blood work done every 3 months. I stay at home with my dog and cat for company they seem to be the only ones left who care.

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