Reason # 12  

true_red1000 45F
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3/9/2006 8:29 pm

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3/11/2006 7:33 pm

Reason # 12


Well i don't know if there are really 11 other reasons but...

Tonight the husband just gave me another reason to keep on doing what I am doing. I got done with work and ran a few earns as it was my night out of the house. Then I went to the Y and worked out for a while - then I went to buy some new clothes as with the weight I have been loosing I don't have a lot that still fits.

I came home and tried on the stuff I bought to show him, looking for approval I guess or maybe a " hey you look good" or something out od this guy who is suppose to love me and support me.

First I try on a pair of kick ass jeans- these are not the regular mom jeans I buy - and I loved how I felt in them and he said where are you going to wear those??? I know he could have said worse things but Jes*s Chri*t, would it kil him to say one nice thing for once...

I didn't even want to show him the rest of the stuff I bought for fear I would get more of the first- but I think he saw that I was upset and said for me to show him the rest- and like an idiot I did.

The next outfit was was I bought to wear on my birthday. A jeans mini skirt ( which I would never have been able to wear before) and a really nice, a little sexy, baby blue top. And again with the your not wearing that out in public or something along those lines.

No matter what I do I can't make this guy happy and it seems like over the years he doesn't want me to be happy either.

And just so you know - it's not like I go out and buy stuff for myself all the time- these are the first new outfits that I have bought myself in prob 3 years- And I know he wasn't upset with the cost of them becuase I didn't spend any of " our" money- This was all from my secret stash.

I took a bath and sat in there until the water was cold - I just didn't want to be in the same room as him tonight.

complaisantcarl 63M

3/9/2006 11:04 pm

Hang in there kiddo. I can't even see ya and I think you look hot in those new duds!

Careful in that tub or you'll get all pruney LOL !


rm_moosedrool73 43M

3/10/2006 12:46 pm

Some people get very insecure when they see their significant others making improvements in their lives. You deserve a great big hug of congratulations and reward for all of the positive things you've been doing.


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