June 22, 2006  

true_red1000 45F
155 posts
6/22/2006 7:22 pm

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June 22, 2006

I can't believe that I have not been on the home computer for almost the whole month of June. Well with work and being on the comuter all day long there, then coming home to the kids and hubby and I have to enjoy the great summer weather when I can - as we all know we only get 3 monthes and then its all gone, LOL

WEll my life has been pretty ok lately- Things at home have been going a little better too. NOt great don't get me wrong but lets just say I have been getting some more attention. And before you go getting your mind in the gutter. The attention has not been in the bed room but in other area's.

I am getting included in more things around the house and just in normal everyday things. Probley not a big deal to any of you but he askes me a few times what I wanted to eat for dinner and if there was anything I want to add to the grocery list. He even asked me to go see a movie , but the sitter canceled at the last minute so we didn't get to go - but I was on cloud nine that whole week. SO since I was happy at home ....

I really have been thinking about my secret life and if I wanted to continue with it. Right now
I am doing a lot of thinking... I signed up on the site becuase I wasn't getting all the feeling I thought I should be getting at home, well I am starting to get included more like a partner rather than a roommate- but it's only a start.

I have to wonder if it's becuase I have been making plans to go to a concert with someone I have met. I am wondering if he is starting to realize that we should be more equal???????

I don't know, I do know this my head is still with my hubby, but my heart still wants someone else.

So for now I keep my sercret life and enjoy life at home- if he continues to get better I might leave the secret world and return to my normal life.

angelofmercy5 58F
17881 posts
6/22/2006 7:57 pm

Its a hard place to be....and I do understand.

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