trollgirl 46F
23 posts
5/5/2006 1:34 am

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7/2/2006 8:56 am


I have come to realize that though there are parts of my life that are a little out of control and not totally as I wish them to be the majority of things I can change...and this week has been the onset of such changes.
I am a born worrier and I have found out that worrying is not good for the old blood pressure. Working too much is not always the answer to a better more money really better than a great quality of life?
I have been working out all week and have begun learning meditation techniques to relax (so far it seems like a lot of bullshit...but I have been told if done right it works). Although I have been having some rough spots...totally out of my control (primarily illnesses in the family). I realized this whole time...I can't be good to others if I don't take care of myself.
How's that for an epiphany?
And yes...I know...most people would think of this as just plain old common sense.
I do know that my outlook is a lot more positive so something is definitely happening here.
Life is too short... and I'll be damned if I am going to be the one dying with regrets.

So there you have it. Changing can be good. I may just go and change the color of my hair, get my nails done, buy some new lingerie a nice bottle of wine, kick back in front of the fireplace and then of course there is that toy......

Be well

1lrgjhnsn 46M

5/6/2006 10:44 am

now why sit by the fireplace with "that toy" when you have such willing participants as myself?

sparkey5811 58M

5/28/2006 12:46 am

Sitting in front of fireplace does seem a little bit on the quiet side, so pick one of the lonely willing applcant and go out. Then you might not just sit there. Think of all the options. If nothing else might brighten your day or someone elses.

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