Of Things to Come  

trish778 43F
259 posts
1/5/2006 10:01 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Of Things to Come

I had lunch with a friend and had my fill of shared experiences and life stories. We wrapped things up at about 2pm.

Then a really weird thing happened. Bumped into him and the one thing he has tried so hard, with all his power to hide from me. It shall be some time before I forget the look on his face. I had mixed emotions. But the strongest of all was satisfaction. I have always believed that sooner or later, what is hidden will be revealed. Coincidence? An ironic one, I'm sure.

Was it as I expected? Frankly, no; I hadn't really given it much thought so there was really no expectation to speak of. Did I feel like there should've been a feeling of loss on my part? Again, no; instead, my ego had it's fill and for that I make no apologies.

But it made something click right into place. I take heart that I am doing the right thing in forging ahead and just doing the things I want to do. The heck with consequences. I'll deal with them as they arise. I owe it to myself to live a little. While I still can. I am heeding that silent call to be wise, steadfast and strong. All these selfish acts will stop. I have decided that they should; so they must.

As I wait for the moon to rise and bid daylight adieu, I am excited for the evening ahead. It will be fun, wild and oh...I don't know...FINAL. Because I have said so this morning. So it shall be.

kimochiE 33M

1/6/2006 1:42 am

Oh! I get so excited when I see someone make such good use of a semicolon. I do so enjoy reading your blog

I'm sorry to hear about him, but don't pay him anymore attention than he deserves - he's obviously a jerk, but you're a beautiful human being. If you wasted your emotions on such men, then I would be upset.

trish778 43F

1/6/2006 5:30 pm

kimochiE: You are a dear! You would be happy to know I have moved on. See? I don't want you to be upset. So...when are we doing that swap thing?

kimochiE 33M

1/6/2006 7:17 pm

I'm glad to hear that

And whenever you send me a message

gnr8nrg 46M

1/6/2006 9:26 pm

So it shall be. Good for you Trish. We can only control our lives.

trish778 43F

1/7/2006 6:21 am

gnr8nrg: Thanks, G. It is all good.

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