It is 3:30AM.... And I can't sleep!  

travelingintexas 41M
9/1/2005 1:44 am
It is 3:30AM.... And I can't sleep!

Background Music:
Frank Sinatra, New York New York

Guys and Gals of blogland. I have spent the last few hours reading and responding to your comments from my story of yesterday.

I actually didn't write one single new blog yesterday. No I haven't gone anywhere. I just took a night off I think and did some reflecting on my own. It amazes me how something so simple as this place can really make you ponder yourself and your journey.

Let me say this. I am amazed that you even read that blog. It was incredibly long and covered a ton of territory. I thank you for taking your time to do it. But I must say, your response to that particular blog left me speechless. Pretty much everyone I have met here and had some interaction with on a daily or weekly level showed up and read and left a comment. Wow. If ever there was a case study for an online community and its effects on individuals, you guys would have been it.

I didn't want to tarnish your words by leaving comments on each one of your comments. However, I realized quickly that I had something either long or short to say to each of you. And reading and responding to them became a journey of recognition to each one of you for the part you have played.

I told Bunny earlier I am not usually a mushy guy, but man, you guys and your responses really broke me tonight.

What incredible people you each are. Here I have thought I was all alone and you showed out in force to prove the opposite and then proceeded to tell me how I had touched you. (Hey you women with the tissues, hand em over lol)

You helped this big ol guy feel good about himself, helped me realize I haven't been alone after all and put a spring in my step I haven't felt in months. Wow!

For those of you that have been walking a path similar to mine, look at the responses I have received and know on here you are not alone. You are among friends. Some strange. Some even stranger, but all true!

Fixing to choose a Feeling I have never picked on here: Content!

OK.... My I LOVE YOU GUYS speech is now over. Let's see some boobage and drag some knuckles lololol (for TDA)

pussinboots4u 50M/47F

9/1/2005 9:10 am

I had just read that post, and WOW - you have been through alot! Glad to see that things are looking better for you and how much everyone has been there for you. It really is like a community - isn't it. We can't see each other - oh, wait, this is AdultFriendFinder, forgot about cams - some of us can't see each other - but we certainly do develop a sense of knowing each other and really do care for each other. I am limited a bit with time and don't get to visit all the blogs as much as I would like, but I know that everytime I see someone is hurting or someone is leaving I am saddened. I try to keep my family life out of my blog - for the purpose of anonymity - and many times would like to share some things that I just can't share here, but I know that if I ever needed encouragement or even consoling words that I would find it here. Blogland Rocks!

rm_CookieLips2 61M

9/1/2005 10:16 am

Hey Traveling, as long as the spring is in your step and not in your ass all will be well with you!

Synn74 42F
1206 posts
9/1/2005 11:36 am

glad we've helped you along your journey... and glad you've been there for mine as well * big hugs!!! *

I welcome you to the House of Syn...

duststormdiva 51F
6854 posts
9/1/2005 6:40 pm

You have mail!


rm_Network_Minx 47F
542 posts
9/2/2005 2:15 am

I am usually awake at 3AM. It is 4 right now so I got an extra hour of sleep this morning. I hate to be alone in the middle of the night. I think that's why I blog, so I don't have to be alone at 3.

DefiniteTrouble 50F

9/2/2005 4:37 am

(shows boobage)

frbnkslady 48F
6183 posts
9/2/2005 9:25 am

LMAo, your in trouble now.. thats twice you have asked for boobage.. check mail... T


rm_summer765 52F
123 posts
9/2/2005 4:01 pm

Trav..this is the first time i've entered your world.I was visiting Siz's..something i do just about everyday..and decided to see what you were about.This one caught me for the title..i can relate to the a.m. I can be a nightowl often.I have just finished your blog on your part by HER.Life can be very fact.I relate to you in alot of ways.I had written a couple of blogs but have deleted them..i think it's something i will start again.I know,i'm beginning to ramble.Too many things jump in my head at once.To my point..something i always say..when life knocks you down,get back up..brush yourself off and move on.I hope things get alot better for you soon.Good Luck and Best Wishes...Summer

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