I Sense...  

travelingintexas 41M
1/6/2006 8:28 am
I Sense...

God... I hate depression, don't you?

I can hear the hounds of self loathing baying in the distance. I feel as though I am being tracked by the prison guards of my heart, attempting to wrestle me down and drag me back to that place I dread.

***Sound of feet pounding dirt in flight***

Listen to me! I don't want to wear those chains. I don't want to wear those chains. I don't want to wear those chains! Not again!

Sister_Act_4_You 38F/38F

1/6/2006 10:08 am

And the worst part? People saying, "It will get better!"

Especially since they're right....but you sure don't feel like it when you're there. At least try to think and know somewhere inside that you're not alone, Trav.

AlbertPrince 57M

1/6/2006 10:38 am

Shut the fuck up and pull yourself

AlbertPrince 57M

1/6/2006 10:38 am

perhaps that should have been pull yourself together?

ArealUnicorn 44F

1/6/2006 11:03 am

Wow Trav you described it perfectly...hmmm for those of us that have been there anyway...sorry to hear that tho and no I wont give the ever popular "It will get better".

ticktock500 44M

1/6/2006 1:00 pm

sure you do, that's why you carry them around with you...oh wait, sorry i thought this was my blog.
(clinking sounds and footsteps as i carry on)

micahbiguns 50M

1/6/2006 1:22 pm

Hang in there Trav I could say tomorrow will be better but I can't promise that it will be. What you can count on is tomorrow will not be today! If you put enough tomorrows behind you then you can be into the good stuff once again.

kyplowboy22 61M

1/6/2006 1:27 pm

Whip it's ass, boy! If it wins, it's only cause you let it. It ain't nothin' but a thing. Later


womanoirish 54F

1/6/2006 1:49 pm

<size 4>lol</size> Albert Prince...a more freudian slip I've never heard. Maybe Trav should take that advice...

Hey, Trav...go pull yourself. A good pull on the ol' pud never hurt nobody.

Actually, darlin', all kidding aside, I understand and speak from my own experiences. Another interpret of the "pull" is to pull yourself from being dragged down by those chains. You can do it!

womanoirish 54F

1/6/2006 1:51 pm

oops! that should have been lol

geez, see what happens when I blog and laugh at the same time?

oldman1776 78M
3164 posts
1/6/2006 1:55 pm

Remember Texas boy Hook em Horns and you can whip anything.

rm_DaphneR 58F
7938 posts
1/6/2006 2:10 pm

Dude, the whole chain thing is so like um...Mr. T. (gag)
You go into this one you have to shave your hair into a mohawk.
In the now immortal words on Bulge

Have tongue, will use it. Repeatedly.

barbiebunny 36F
5597 posts
1/6/2006 2:11 pm

catch yourself..exercise, and meds hunny u can do it

Its good to be...ME

rm_DaphneR 58F
7938 posts
1/6/2006 2:13 pm

FFS...although there are many things we may want to fo ON Bulge, I really meant to say "In the now immortal words OF Bulge."

Have tongue, will use it. Repeatedly.

rm_DaphneR 58F
7938 posts
1/6/2006 2:15 pm


to DO on Bulge.

If it's not right this time, screw it.

Have tongue, will use it. Repeatedly.

AGNJoe1 46M

1/6/2006 4:01 pm

Trav, as one who deals every day with depression, yeah...it sucks. But remember those immortal words...

"That which does not kill us makes us stronger."

Fred got it right that time...buck up camper! Things will get better!


bangingmyhead 54M
157 posts
1/6/2006 4:02 pm

When the darkness starts to envelop you, it's not a fun thing. Thank goodness for happy pills.

rm_deaminveni 50M
116 posts
1/6/2006 4:21 pm

Depression really gets me down

On the other hand, there's only one place to go from rock-bottom.

Been there, done that. Fortunately it's in the past for me (at the moment). Ya can look back and laugh but when you're there you can't see the light.

DTduzDallas 50F

1/6/2006 4:48 pm

What Al & Daph said.

slidein2meplz 61F
1994 posts
1/6/2006 9:33 pm

did I hear someone say they had happy pills? .... I'd like 4 please....and a hug.

yep...me too Trav...trying to shake loose these damn chains.

~~~ Just me, poppin to say HI! ~~

ThumbChickStool 33F

1/6/2006 11:29 pm

I would rather deal with the "hounds of self loathing" than have the 'trapped' feeling that I'm dealing with now. And the "things will be better" routine is starting to feel a little trite by now... Oh well, trudge on and live for the moment. Worry about tomorrow when tomorrow comes around.

bulging_boy 49M

1/7/2006 2:11 am


Ya big homo...



That's how it's done!


DTduzDallas 50F

1/7/2006 4:29 am


rm_Bct2Esi 51M/50F
1375 posts
1/7/2006 2:27 pm

trav, light up, take a breath, let it out and dance, dance your way right past it, and keep on singing

hugs and smiles

[size1](Sooner or later the singing will terrify it and it will leave....just kidding)

fantasia_shares 47M/43F
4164 posts
1/7/2006 2:37 pm

LOL Trav...u and I both sweety...


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mm0206 68F
7767 posts
1/8/2006 2:30 am

oh you poor baby....

kisses where it hurts......


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