that really hurt my finger  

tipadee 36F
1316 posts
1/16/2006 11:13 pm

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that really hurt my finger

Something about this weekend was off. I can't really put a finger on it, but something was definitely missing. Yeh, great, a three day weekend, but can't honestly say that it was anything to write home about. Whatever that might mean.

I have a job, kinda. Its a great job, but it seems if it can happen it has, and therefore something is always keeping me from it. Whether it's remodeling or flooding, something has kept me away. And it's really starting to suck. Do not get me wrong, I really love this job, and didn't complain too much during the holidays. Plus, it has to be the best job I've ever had. Busy, strenuous, brain work. But now, months later, I know, it's not so good. However, its the comments from everyone else are starting to get to me. I know, they're right, what the hell are you doing waiting for ... they are stringing you along ... get your finger out of your nose. Guess there isn't a legitimate reason for not moving on. Well, one. A great friend is the reason I even got that job, and I would do just about anything for him.

Suppose to start back later this week (fingers crossed) and I am really excited about it. No one really seems to care. No one but me. I really like what I do, no matter how sporadically it is. But that's me. Mary freakin sunshine. Always has a smile. That's just me. Don't get me wrong, it's not too bad, it's just starting to get to me. And where else can I rant to random strangers??

It's late, I am hungery and have a slight sunburn. It was a long weekend.

Hmm ... the real reason for this cheese is that I have some serious blog block. There are a few really great ideas in my head. Nothing that will come out though. Seems like when I sit here, I just end up staring. It shouldn't be that hard, to make something that lame look decent on the screen, but it has been. Seems like the serious lack of sleep and booze this weekend has made me a dull girl.

Did meet some really great people. And some losers. Learned new things to do with popcorn butter and that some people just smell really good. Remember, to live your life best you can, there are lots of great things to be done, seen and experenced.

... and that you will look dumb when you iron a crease into your jeans.

AtomicArtist0 45M
6015 posts
1/21/2006 12:21 am

when I get writer's block, I just recycle some of my old crap. Lucky for me, I've got a lot of old crap.

skyking412004 53M
5363 posts
1/18/2006 6:50 pm

_____Your boyfriend is a real dog. Not having something "witty" or interesting to say day after freakin day on a blog is why I don't do it. Y&ou are good though, even when you are just being honest.

rm_cant_be_true 38M

1/17/2006 5:47 pm

Hey if blogging were meant to be easy then everyone would be allowed to do it.... ohh I guess everyone can huh? Well, yeah... I got nothing then.

And the ironing thing, I gave that up for lent a couple years ago. Then decided to give it up permently. Then last year for lent I gave up religion. Now I don't give up that much anymore.

havenbliss 43F

1/17/2006 4:53 pm

I find I frequently have the block as when I am online I am filled with other thoughts and ideas. When I put things on paper they seem to flow easier...

Good Luck finding more booze in the coming weekend!

caressmewell 53F

1/17/2006 4:51 pm


I hate blog block! Get some rest and take a day or two away from the blogs, it helps.

1023 posts
1/17/2006 7:43 am

I've got the block so bad... It keeps all the smart ones from commenting on mine too, I gotta shame them into making comments.

The worst time for me was when I got to the point I couldn't take it anymore, I posted a fare thee well for a while, got lots of simpathy comments and posted probably four more posts that day. I have the same problem when I lose my wallet or my keys. As soon as I make it public that they're missing, they turn up then. Oh, I was supposed to put this in a series of comments? Dang it! ^_^

BTW, I agree w/ humboldthonni, your writing and your wit is the bomb baby!

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